no bleeding, no sweating, life is a fucking cabare! Let's all sit down and have a nice meal of potassium cyanide and live happily ever after.

Oh my god.
This subject has been quite hot on my forum for a while.
And while in general I don't care what people do with their bodies I cannot help but feel angered by these money making monsters who really only care about money.
I think I've ranted quite a lot about doctors. So I'll rant about other monsters.
The companies producing nowadays tampons and selling them with sugarcoated sickening lies and the gullible and careless (not carefree as advertised) girls and women fall for them and use the damn things.
This is so sick I cannot even begin to express the disgust I feel.
The only thing women are kind of warned about is TSS but everything else is like the best fucking thing ever.
Well, it's not.
A lot of tampons "contain" asbestos. This natural mineral makes you bleed more. And this is done so you'd need to buy more tampons and and give the money making monsters more money.
Second thing - tampons contain Rayon and dioxin. Dioxin is used when the tampon is bleached. It makes tampons look white cause this reminds people of cleanliness and clarity. Dioxin is cancer-associated and is toxic to the reproductive and immune system. This is linked to cervical cancer, womb tumors, endometriosis and low sperm count in men, it breaks down the immune system in both sexes.
The Environmental Protection Agency (EPA) reported that there really is no set "acceptable" level of exposure to dioxin given that it is cumulative and slow to disintegrate. The real danger comes from repeated contact. Using about 4-5 tampons a day, five days a month, for 38 menstruating years is "repeated contact". Rayon contributes to the danger of tampons and dioxin because it is a highly absorbent substance. Therefore, when fibers from the tampons are left behind in the vagina (as usually occurs), it creates a breeding ground for the dioxin. This is also the reason why TSS (toxic shock syndrome) occurs.

Other feminine hygiene products (pads/napkins) contain dioxin as well, but they are not nearly as dangerous since they are not in direct contact with the vagina. The pads/napkins need to stop being bleached, but, obviously, tampons are the most dangerous.
Yeah, the last bit I copy&pasted from this website because I couldn't be bothered to type.
But seriously, I cannot stand this kind of stupidity. On both sides, the companies that make people sick with tampons to make them buy more of their products and to pay for doctors visits and medication later on when they have tampon inflicted illnesses and the girls and women who use these products so blithely and credulously.
Gah, I just wanna shake the the women the fuck up and put some sense into their heads.

And the worst thing is the girls on my forum really detest pads cause it's like...I dunno "uncool" or whatever the fuck they call it and they so self righteously side with tampons. Seriously, how the hell do you side with something when you obviously know fuck all about it? When you do that, you're siding with your stupidity and idiocy.
And why use a tampon anyway? The blood and other stuff is supposed to come out, that's how nature works.
What, do they really think that when they get pregnant putting a tampon in is a legit way of holding the baby in? Like...when you get diarrhea would you put a tampon up your arse so the shit wouldn't come out? I mean it's so unnatural for it to come out, you gotta block it! And it would be like so carefree, dry and comfortable to have that cotton ball suck up all your shit and everything would be fucking glorious!

Gahhhh, this idiocy twists my panties so much. How can one be so unbelievably stupid and think a tampon is a good choice. It's just unreal how idiotic people can be.
And I soooo much wish I could punch the fuckfaces in the face who sell the thing with their goddamn shitty lies.I mean it's so obvious those people do not care about women's health, all they care about is money and they say whatever to sell their product.
Plus, some girl on the forum posted a video of a girl who talks about using a tampon and some girls were like, "Yeah, this is good shit". And the girl on the video was talking about how she uses wipes during her period and how she gets a bit itchy and then puts some special cream on. Like....this just shows how stupid a person can be and how gullible one can be. She is a total slave of all this disgusting money making scam. She buys the fucking tampons and gets a rash. And what does an eejit do? Buys a cream to treat it. And I cannot believe that this idiot keeps using tampons and thinks the rash is just something to treat with a cream. Uncomprehendably extreme retardation!

And another thing that came up on the forum was this deodorant. It's some special crap to treat sweatting. It includes aluminium. Yeah, some girl posted a link to a website that had the deodorant information and it said that aluminium was this little nothing, non harmful chemical and blah blah blah. I mean it sure is! Like, this innocent chemical and this another little something something totally not toxic mercury only are the root cause of autism in people. Seriously, who gives a fuck about mental health and a maximum life quality when you can smell like a flower?

These are like the fucking base of all nature - no bleeding, no sweating, life is a fucking cabare! Who the hell wants to be human? Let's all sit down and have a nice meal of potassium cyanide and live happily ever after.

there is no way I'd ever leave the house without showering first

Gah, we have no hot water in the bathroom or kitchen.
It really gets my panties in a twist.
I cannot go a day without showering. I feel so incredibly filthy. If I had a job I'd call in sick cause there is no way I'd ever leave the house without showering first.
And the kitchen sink is full of dirty dishes.
Sucks monkey butt so much.

my cheek hurts

Okay, for some weird reason my cheek hurts.
It started paining me yesterday.
It's so weird, I've never had anything like it before.
I really hope the pain is not caused by one of my teeth or maxillary sinus.
And about two nights ago I got the worst anxiety attack in ages.
I had to take the tranquillizer drops.

I've spoilt myself soooooo much.

I've spoilt myself soooooo much.
I've downloaded every game that I have laid my eyes on and wanted.
And it's almost February.
I have to start studying for exams, properly like.

If you don't want gatecrashers don't throw a fucking parade

Had a massive, massive craving for crisps.
Eating sauerkraut now.
It relieves the craving a bit but ughhh...


Oh and I don't know if I already talked about it or not but I cannot believe they're actually gonna let Anne Hathaway play Kurt's lesbian aunt on Glee.
Seriously, what the fuck is up with all that gay overload?
I'm not a homophobe but seriously....enough of all this "in your face non-gay people"!
I mean Kurt's gay, Blaine's gay, Dave's gay, Kurt's aunt is a lesbian.
Enough!
If people didn't fucking label themselves so much they wouldn't be fucking picked on and they didn't have to commit suicide.
And to really pinpoint homosexualism like that makes the gay people extract themselves from others cause they're taught it's okay to be different or gay or whatever the fuck they're taught.
If you really bring out the gay in you and show only that (the thing "you are" or which "makes you special/different") then that's what people will see and value and judge you for.
Plus Kurt is such a bad stereotype.
It's no wonder people hate gays like that. No one likes an attention whore.
If you don't want gatecrashers don't throw a fucking parade.

No doubt about it.

Visited a family friend who just had a baby.
Yeah I'm totally sure I can be a mother.
No doubt about it.
The baby was super cute. Will be two weeks old this Sunday.
According to the mother pregnancy and giving birth were easy. That the hardest thing is to take care of the baby once it's born.

bored out of my mind

I'm bored out of my mind in this town!
I gotta get to Tartu.

I still love to eat chicken but

Okay, I'm most definitely not becoming a vegetarian just yet but as I get older the more I start feeling concious about everything alive.
For example I cannot fish anymore cause I cannot stand to see the fish dying.
The thing started about three years ago when I was fishing with my dad and when he caught a really big fish. He bonked its head on a stone to kill it really quick so it wouldn't have to suffocate to death. And the fish just jerked and started bleeding. It was absolutely horrifying. I didn't know any better so I told my dad to hit it against the stone one more time to make sure it was dead so it wouldn't be in pain or anything with its head bleeding.
And at one point we were fishing for little fish as a bate to catch bigger fish.
And while we were driving to another lake, river the small fish were in a bucket of water. And I was the one who had to have the bucket at my feet to make sure it didn't spill and stuff. And it was so hard to see the fish go belly up. Cause like if the fish is dead you can't fish withit, it's just a waste.

And I think I already made a post about it but last year I had to help my stepmother to cook chicken soup.
I had to debone the cooked chicken.
Oh my god. I totally felt like a murderer. There is no way I will ever debone a chicken again.
And we made the ever so tasty cheesecake the other day and we had to use three eggs and separate the yolks from the egg whites. Ugh.
So inside an egg there's the yolk, egg white and then some little whitish bits. I guess I always kinda knw what those little bits were but didn't really think about it.
Anyway, my stepmom went to get those little bits out and said they were the umbilical cord of the chicken fetus.
That grossed me out so much!

Bleurghh. Poor birdies. I still love to eat chicken but I don't wanna see it like dead and uncooked.
And it made me sign up on this petitions website. Well, I spend an awful lot of time on the internet, might aswell do something useful on it.

Man shoulders

Well, I'm still fat as ever but the upside is that my boobs have gone bigger aswell.
But my belly is so ugly it's gross.
And so is my ass.
And last night I felt so guilty about eating. Not because I might put on weight but because I always eat up everything and I feel like I don't leave anything for the rest of the family.
Oh and if there is one thing I don't like about my body, like...really then it's the shoulders.
Everything else I can work on but my shoulders look like man shoulders.
And my collar bones are kind of manly aswell.

And happy 24th (?) birthday to Naya Rivera

Okay, where has the logic gone?
Why so serious when you finally have a woman by your side? And while frolicking with the dolphin, panda or Sasquatch...or whatever the fuck sher is calling herself these days in the sea you look like you're having the time of your life?! Like, what!?
Illogical!
The only logical reason to this serious impression is the fact that Kevin's thinking of the naked Sasquatch to prevent him from getting a boner from Naya's hotness.
Naya Rivera is the woman!
And happy 24th (?) birthday to Naya.

GORGEOUS!

Okay, this is my first time downloading a game illegally.
It better work.
Anyway, the game looks GORGEOUS!

I was gonna buy it but they're always asking for some security code and whatever digits you insert they're always wrong so... developers, it is totally your own fault for putting such payment system on your game website. I totally would have bought the real thing but if you don't like my security codes then I don't like wasting my time on yous. Thank you.

I'm seven words away from my first American job

So I was looking at job offers in America and this one place requires strong typing skills. You have to type 60+ word per minute. I'm seven words away from my first American job. :D

53 words
Typing Test

If any of my readers do it post your results here, dudes! :)

And I continue to loathe IE. FOREVER AND EVER!

And I continue to loathe IE. FOREVER AND EVER!
Thanks to that dipshit I couldn't register for my exams.
Plus it was literally popping up windows every 2 seconds.
I mean literally ever two seconds.
And what kind of an idiot makes the registering for exams possible only on IE?!
What retards!

Anyway, this lovely man helped me out and did the whole thing on his own computer. I had to go over to his place. And to my surprise I think he was the father of this dude that had caught my eye at school. He kinda looks good and is kinda clever but he's a bit too young for me... I mean he is in the..either final or the second to final year in school. Plus I don't think he's interested in me anyway. Oh and he's got a super lovely last name - it's like...my favourite colour and a tree. Just sayin' like...

I'm Barack Obama's friend. Apparently.

Woah, I gotta write some more.
So a while back I made an entry about writing a letter to the White House. click
And apparently, Barack Obama wrote a letter back. :D
Maybe it's just a strategy to make it look a bit more believable but the automatic messages sure are slow in the White House.
Anyway, here's what I got...from Obama....apparently:

January 19, 2011

Dear Friend:

Thank you for writing.  I have heard from many Americans concerned about environmental issues, from recycling and pollution control to the well-being of our national parks and wildlife.  I appreciate your perspective.

America's natural resources and landscapes are among our Nation's most precious treasures.  We have an obligation to be responsible stewards of our environment and to protect these resources for future generations.

My Administration is taking action to protect and restore our land, water, and air.  The American Recovery and Reinvestment Act, which I signed in 2009, provides funding for hazardous waste cleanup, wastewater infrastructure construction, and projects that improve our Nation's parks and wildlife refuges.  In March 2009, I also signed the Omnibus Public Land Management Act, the most extensive expansion of land and water conservation in more than a generation.  It designates thousands of miles of trails under the National Trails System, protects more than 1,000 miles of rivers, and secures millions of acres of wilderness.

As individuals, we can all take steps to reduce our impact on our environment.  Americans can walk, bike, and use public transportation; buy products with less packaging; recycle and reuse paper, plastic, glass, and aluminum; and teach young people about environmental preservation.  Families can save money by purchasing energy-efficient products, turning off lights, and unplugging appliances.  These small changes in our daily lives help build a cleaner, safer planet.  To learn more about our environment and how you can make a difference, I encourage you to visit www.epa.gov or www.WhiteHouse.gov.  For more information on ground water and drinking water, please visit:  water.epa.gov/drink.

Thank you, again, for writing.

Sincerely,

Barack Obama

Yeah....my letter was more about what damaging effects America has on the rest of the world and this letter pretty much sums up my point - America only thinks of itself. And where is the explanation to all the animal mass deaths? Everybody knows about the recycling, saving energy gobbeldy-gok but it doesn't really help when all these electromagnetic waves that governments allow to be produced are sickening, killing people and animals.

Plus, think it was in May last year that I signed up for this acting thing. Well...if I still lived in Ireland maybe I would've done an extra part in some project but since I don't live there for about six months now then I haven't done anything. Anyway, I got an availability check for this thing:

Ehh... totally for me, right? I am unfit like. :D

My father's an a$$. Part.... billion

Ughhh.
So he has found a new thing to go mad about - my hair.
There was one loose hair in the bathroom sink and he went off about how my hair is everywhere.
Oh my god, seriously, I'll get in touch with Mr. Nature and then get back to you.
Like, wtf!?
He's always going on about the damn hair now.
Plus it's also a problem that I don't go to sleep when he does.
For the hundredth time - the world does NOT revolve around you and it NEVER will.
Like, I saw this quote thingy on FB and it said that an egoist is not a person who strictly believes in their own way and themselves strictly living by the beliefs despite all the other beliefs, it's when a person expects everyone else aswell to live by their rules and do whatever they believe is right, that's when the person is an egoist.
And my father so perfectly fits that criteria.
He forever came into my room to close the window cause he thought it would be cold to be in a room with the window open. Yeah, he was not in the room when I fucking opened the window and I was NOT cold. I didn't go to his room to open the window cause I was hot and thought everyone else might be aswell. I don't give a serious flying fuck about how people like their windows - open, closed, ajar, broken, whatever.
And yes I like to stay up til 4 in the morning but I don't go to other people's rooms in the middle of the night and ask them why they're sleeping, why can't they be up like me, like normal people. And there goes my father - comes into my room again to complain that I'm still awake and says it in a really disapproving tone.
Ughhhhhh, I cannot wait til I have my own place.


Anyway, just got back from school.
Yeah....I have no idea what's gonna happen with the exams and all cause I didn't get to register for them at the right time. I'll go down to the post office tomorrow and demand that they send me application form with today's date on it. Um... I'll try to get the internet application thing working but...don't think I'll succeed.
Oh well.
And..yeah I want to take my exams in Tartu so I'm gonna move there for at least a little while. We'll see.

I was really enjoying my pickles!

Ughhh, what the fuck!
Why is that bitch next to Kevin again?
Ugh!! Ugh!!
Fuck, she put me off my pickles!
http://plixi.com/p/70906046
I was really enjoying my pickles!
God she puts me off everything!
And seriously what kinda man is with a woman who doesn't eat meat? Asexual much?!
B i t c h so hard. Right now!

Plus, I mean, it was totally obvious the Lea Michele and Kevin thing at Golden Globes was another cover up for him and that Jenna Sasquatch.

Y U SO HOT?

Oh the wonders of the internet.
:D I just love these silly images:

Hhahahahaahahaaaaa...ooooohhh I can't even

Click on the pic if it's not moving.
Credit goes to whoever made it.

Ugh, I hate it when people are in the toilet forever.

Ugh, I hate it when people are in the toilet forever.
Like, how much longer do I have to wait for?
It's not fucking okay to be in ther efor like fucking fifteen minutes!
Damn, I could go like twenty times within that time.
Fuck!!! And how dare he call me selfish for leaving the window open?! I don't fucking spend half the day in the toilet and make other people wait around til their fucking body is on the verge of exploding!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, seen Kevin McHale at Golden Globes.

Well, seen Kevin McHale at Golden Globes.
Unfortunately had to see the blue Sasquatch first but meh....
At least it was in different frames.
Yeah...I'd do him.

If I don't win clairvoyance doesn't exist.

Okay...my brother bought these...lottery ticket things... I'm gonna use my cards now to pick out the winning numbers.
Yeah. I better win a lot of money now, like ten or hundred thousands or millions.
If I don't clairvoyance doesn't exist.

the ninties were like the rock bottom of everything!

Yeah, I just signed on to view my blog stats and thoguth Iäd post something.
What is the fascination with Black Eyed Peas?
They're incredibly crap. Beans!
They used to be so good, back in the Shut up, Where Is The Love?, My Hump days.
I don't understand all this hype with the overly electronic music.
Like Britney's new song. Is this song actually popular in America?
I think we had that kind of trancey-dancey crap in the ninties in Europe. And the ninties were like the rock bottom of everything!

Plus, I gotta feeling (maybe like The Black Eyed Peas) that there's gonna be a whole bunch of pics of Kevin  and the Sasquatch tonight again. I hope to...god...that the thing will leave Kevin for a sec and we'll get a nice decent picture of him without that skankarella.

"cleaning"

Oh and another thing - was talking to my spetmother the other day.
She works in hospital, intensive care.
She was telling me how she can bring home all sorts of bacteria.
Yeah....erm...yeah... she said they had two or three patients with swine flu and all.
I mean it just made me very caucious, I mean she's like cooking and "cleaning" the house.
Yeah it's "cleaning" ever since I learned she deals with all those contagious things.

Ryan Murphy's gay, I don't like classification but I do love MCF

Okay, I just found out that Ryan Murphy's gay.
That explains the horrid Kurt siding.
And that makes me even more sure about my opinion on the subject.
Promoting gay rights in such way is intolerant towards non gay people.
And that proves my another point that Glee people - cast, crew, fans - really do think they're better than everyone else (definitely the reason why they're bedding each other... cause they're like..."super perfecter" than anyone else). If being gay really isn't as big of a deal as those Glee people say then why favour them so much?! Who gives a rat's arse really who you're shagging or how you're doing it?!
I really cannot stand this stupid classification - when people say they're fucking...gleeks, monsters and moonchildren, trekkies..whatevers. Why the fuck do such insignificant people act like they're fucking god? It's like a stupid religion or cult. How does it make a person different when they like Gaga, Glee or Star Trek? How is it possible that liking those three is such a big deal that it makes you so special that you have to fucking give a name to the "speciality"? What...do you grow two dicks? Does it make your brain three sizes bigger? What?! It's just a fucking preferance! And everybody in the world has preferences and the normal ones don't classify themselves by those things. Generally I wouldn't give a crap what everybody calls themselves, cause that's also a preference to call yourself something but when someone is acting like they're
god and calls their followers the name it's like, "Shut the fuck up about your monsters, Lady Gaga!"

Okay...I lost my train of thought - was cooking.

Anyway, that!

Plus how is it possible that yesterday when I went out for a walk it was -3 degrees out and it's -18 tonight? I don't recall moving to the north pole within the last 24 hours!

And to end on a positive note - I praise Bigfish games. I love MCF!!!

The 2012 is happening, people!!!!!!!!!

Ughghh, what do I do to be more motivated and...active.
I totally ignore my biology and geography books.
And go crazy on the internet.
Damn, I made a promise to myself to stay off of it.
Anyway, I'm doing this crazy business which takes up so much of my time.

I paid for my exams and have to get some sort of a bill or certificate off the...bank?
And send the thing with an application form.
Yeah and this has to be done before the 20th.

Oh and I don't know if I already posted that or not but my father got owned the other day.
He was going on about this sexist chauvinistic yadi yada as usual.
He was telling my stepmother how him and my brother were dying and needed her (she got back from work that morning). And my father was all like saying how my brother had to wash the dishes and how he had to cook..kinda like blaming me for not doing those things and saying how the stepmother was needed to take care of them two.
And dang, did my stepmother put him in the place or what?!
She was giving out to him about "his stupid politics".
Seriously like "OMG, my brother had to do the dishes!"
The 2012 is happening, people!!!!!!!!!
He totally like has had to do dishes once in his life, OMG OMG OMG, do I need to contact the president?!!!??
And my stepmother was saying they can do it all themselves and not expect a woman to do all that.
Gahhhh, if I wasn't lazy I'd post a link to one of my feminist blog enries but ...meh.
Anyway, he got owned and my stepmother was right and I have been right all along!
Yes!! That's how I like it.

Yeah and hahaaaa...this video is great!
00:25 -  00:27 Dude says, "I think I have fun every time I come". I hear ya, man. So do I, so do I :)
2:02 - 2:11 Wooooo at yourself, hotness! Naya's the bitch though

If I'm not answering after the first knock then GO AWAY!

Gahhh, I hate my brothers friends!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Them damn little bastards are FOREVER knocking on the door.
If I'm not answering after the first knock then GO AWAY!
Seriously those fuckers are behind my door for about 10 minutes knocking non stop.
It is not of my interest to run to the door everytime my brother's friends come over cause they're always coming and gowing and the brother never answers the door.
Damn retarded little fucks!

Examination dates

Okay, I'll write this down for myself.

English exam - May 3rd 2011 (extra date June 1st 2011)
English exam (oral) - May 4th - 6th, May 9th - 10th 2011 (extra date June 1st - 2nd 2011)
Biology exam - May 24th, 2011 (extra date June 6th 2011)
Geography exam - June 3rd 2011 (extra date June 10th 2011)
Chemistry exam - June 7th 2011 (extra date June 14th 2011)

Exams should start at 10:00, excapt for oral English exam which is supposed to start at 9:00

Hello! Bye!

Oh and a while ago somebody started following me.
Hello!
And then someone stopped and another one too.
Bye!
Anyway, I'm at the total of 18 now.


Plus I just found out this one girl I used to go to school with works at a place I want to work at... too bad we didn't get along.

I'll go into politics

Right, once I move to Tartu I'll go into politics.
There's this...political party that deals with environment and rising the awareness about its... wellbeing.
Ahhhh, I cannot wait!
I'll be sending out a lot of CVs to places so hopefully someone will give me a job and I can finally move to Tartu.

What's going on?

Okay, I've been strangely positive about everything and everyone for the past two days.
What's going on?

You've proven my point just perfectly and spoken more about the illegitimation of the show than I ever could!

Oh yes!
It's one of those moments again when I'm right and I can rub it other peoples' faces.
Well, what would be wrong with Justing Bieber themed Glee episode?
I mean, isn't Justin a little kid who is passionate about singing and dancing, very much like... gleeks?
And isn't Glee about accepting people for what they are?
And isn't Glee just a big fat gay rainbow of lies?
Anyway, if the gleeks hate JB so much then they're just controversial bitches who think they're better than everyone else, firstly cause they must have a fucking name - gleek - to be different, cut off from everyone else and to top of it all they cannot stand the likes of themselves like JB.
Well done, gleeks, well done. You've proven my point just perfectly and spoken more about the illegitimation of the show than I ever could!

Seriously, what if I don't believe in god. Am I a mistake then?

Okay, I do realise that Gaga's Born This Way hasn't been released yet and I haven't heard all of it.
But the lyric "god makes no mistakes" makes me quite certain of the fact that Gaga is just a typical Christian gobbeldy-gok and it brings her to an even lower level in my eyes.
Seriously, what if I don't believe in god. Am I a mistake then?

I wanna live in Florida now

Okay, I've mentioned it before and I'll say it again.
I totally wanna live someplace else.
Okay, a bigger town would be a nice start.
But I've just seen In Her Shoes and I wanna live in Florida now.
Seriously, I will not live and die in Estonia!
I hope the place is not all about plastic people and the-only-"real emotions"-seen-on-reality-tv-shows.

Plus, I just discovered a new way of studying. Oh dear I hope I will have it all studied by June.

I'm what's known as man-pretty

Kelso: (to Fez) You're a good-looking guy.
Fez: Back at you, Kelso. Your eyelashes, they go for like miles.
Kelso: I've heard that. I'm what's known as man-pretty.






Ahahahaa, somehow it's like super cute. Yeah, I'm going through all KSex tweets.



Oh and this doesn't happen every day that I leave a positive comment somewhere. And when I did it it got me 13 thumbs ups. :D

Please, save my nation from the dolphin!

Oh shit!
Glee will be on Estonian television.
Hahahahaaa....
Oh dear.
Noooooooooo!
Please, save my nation from the dolphin!

I'm havin so much trouble studying cause all that biology reminds me of the dead animals.
And it brings me down so much.
Plus, I just HATE some people!

Why do they need a cover letter with your CV?

Plus, I'm looking for a job in Tartu at the minute.
Ugh, I cannot wait til I have my onw place and a job again.
Why do they need a cover letter with your CV?
I so cannot be arsed to write them things!

a semi-rant letter to the White House

So I sent a semi-rant letter to the White House.
God, what cunts American politicians are.
Yous don't live on this planet alone!
Why don't you test your bombs on your own damn family and not kill animals!

I hope people will be panicking and maybe then we will be told the truth.

Oh shit.
Poor birds of Italy.
I read some place that some airport has cancelled all flights cause there had been a shift in the Earth's magnetic field.
That must have been what killed the birds.
And seriously who do the press think they're fooling when they say all these things are not related.
I hope people will be panicking and maybe then we will be told the truth.

Okay, I'm really freaked out

Okay, I'm really freaked out by all the dying birds, fish, bees and other animals.
This thing needs to be on the cover of every damn newspaper and magazine in the world
I'm so paranoid about it.
How can people live and not care?
All them things dying is gonna affect everyone and everything.
Ughh, whatever the reason it's freaking me out so much.
I don't really care what is going on in Afganistan cause it looks like people killing people so it's like whatever but when it's people killing other species it's not cool. At all.

God, they're such ass munchers, I hate them more than anything else in the world.

Okay, I'm very seriously thinking of quitting internet.
What with the birds, whales, bees and fish.
And the last two days I've been feeling like crap.
Maybe it's a coincidence but it scares the hell out of me.
Plus I think I've found the perfect collage for me.
I'm very much thinking of doing environmental stuff although I kind of realised today that evenwhen I get a job in hat field I won't be able to do much cause it's the damn politicians who call the shots.
God, they're such ass munchers, I hate them more than anything else in the world.

I'm just gonna concentrate on studying from now on.
And hopefully I'll get into the college.
Oh and it's January, I have to sign up for my exams soon enough.

Over and out so.
Til...hopefully I manage to stay off the net for quite a while.

Hazelnut allergy what?!

Ughhhhh.
Hazelnut allergy what?!
Had two hazelnutbutter toasts last night and my tongue is so sore now.
And my lower lip has bruises/blisters on it and is all red.
Ughh, just when and why the hell did I develope this thing?

Bunch of ants

Aren't we just a bunch of ants?!
How terrible is the flood in Australia?
And the economic crisis has it's perks - people save water and electricity.
I'm totally on the Earth's side even when I work against it.
I'd never claim myself stronger or better than it.
And if it must win then I don't mind dying at all.
Although I'm not too sure about the planet that comes close to Earth and might throw off it's rotation.
Don't wanna panic abougt it just yet but when it does happen then as I said I wouldn't mind dying.

Ow - who can say it was a weird subject for a poem?!

Think I might take a third painkiller in a couple of days time soon.
And I'm immensely jealous again.
Damn, that poem I wrote about periods and pain is so relatable.
Who can say it was a weird subject for a poem?!


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Plate present fail

Oh dear.
After being all excited about the fireworks I started feeling so guilty about it.
Think of all the damage to the environment all this stuff does?!
Well, at least I didn't light any rockets.

Oh and once again my present failed.
The plates were no good cause after I gave them to my stepmother she pulled out a bad with new plates she had bought. Ugh.
I had 6 plates and she had 10.
:D

Plate present fail.

Anyways, I got a facescrub (cause I asked my stepmom to buy the thing for me), tights, hand cream and underpants. Totally practical and useful stuff.
Oh and a cup.

Well the plate business kinda shows me and the stepmother we're quite alike and know what's needed.

And I think it's actually time to stop eating so much and not moving enough cause judging by the pics that were taken tonight I look like a fat pig. I mean it's great feeling jiggly and round but I don't look it so it's time for a change.

Oh and no new year promises cause they're only gonna make me feel trapped.