"I'm humiliated!!"

Also I'm watching the Sex and The City film. I'm not gonna deep dive into the ridiculousness of the Carrie character but it was so funny when Big didn't show up. All he did was not show up. And this dumbass bitch stands in one spot and screams, "Get me out of here!" And I'm like, well why the fuck aren't you moving then!? You're just standing in one spot screaming how you need to get away from the spot, you silly dumbass. And she needs three women to escort her out of the place.
Then Big's and The Dumbass's cars pass in the street. Both people get out. Bitch runs over to the groom and starts hitting him with a bunch of flowers, in the middle of the street. Yelling at the man all dramatic, "I'm humiliated!!". Um... ??? Why the fuck you yelling then and not moving? Why the fuck you flowering the dude in the head and making a scene in the middle of the street? You're humiliating yourself! Stop acting like a fucking helpless child then! I can't believe there's people out there who actually like this character. Mindless goons.
At least it was somewhat funny.

edit: 20:56
Now she's talking about how "he couln't get out of the car!?". Bitch! You're the one to talk! You couldn't move away from the spot you were standing at! :D What absurd comedy!

eating carrots and turnips and drinking sauerkraut juice

That moment when you buy a kohlrabi and carrot mix and you discover the kohlrabi is turnip. And it tastes gross. What happened to turnip? Why is it so gross tasting all of a sudden? The two veges used to taste the same!

But anyway, I'm eating carrots and turnips and drinking sauerkraut juice. Will probably get diarrhea.

Also, just emailed my GP and asked for iron and vitamin D test plus to check if I had a cold/virus.

going on three weeks now

Okay I dunno if I have a cold still or if I'm withdrawing.
I'll go back on my regular mirtazapine dosage and see what happens. Eventhough I started feeling crappy before I started weening off. I just cannot handle feeling like this any longer. I'm done. I'm going on three weeks now. This is bullshit.

Oh I had my liver package test done. One thing came back a little higher than normal. Will do another test in a few weeks time but apparently it's very sensitive anyway but doesn't necessarily show inflammation or anything.
And will contact my GP to ask to check if I have a virus or something. I dunno what's going on.