toy with one's emotions

Okay, I think I also have a toothache now. Great!
Also a big fuck you to Facebook and Tumblr. They keep advertizing these beautiful cheap dresses and merch. I wanna buy the stuff so bad. If I had a fulltime job I could afford the stuff, the dresses are only like 12 bucks a piece. And I would buy all the Hayao Miyazaki film merch.
They just really know how to toy with one's emotions with those beautiful things :D

flithy rich

Okay, as per usual when I send out positive vibes, I send them all out and I'm left with only negative stuff. Ugh. I thought my escitalopram symptoms were subsiding but got the worst headache today. Took a painkiller, feeling a little better now.
Plus I'm looking at surrogacy options. Yeah... you need to be like flithy rich to do it. Plus I'd have to travel to another country which causes me anxiety so... would it be better than having my own kid myself and suffer from anxiety?

The world sucks today!!!