Still

Still don't know how work things are but learned today that my work crush was broken up with by his girlfriend. I didn't get overly happy. I just asked my source if he was sad. And then I remembered I still very much look like a potato so I still have no chance with him lol

love tweet

Another love tweet and reply.

On another note. I haven't really felt like myself lately. I was a little sick about a week ago or so and yeah... my appetite is now gone and messed up. Think it might be the Olanzapine dosage decrease. I just feel weird.
Also, I still hope I get to keep my job.
Oh and I learned today my psychologist is going on a maternity leave this year. Dunno how long for. Talked a little about being pregnant. She gave me a little hope. Like, she told me that emetophobia is no reason to not fall pregnant, that this fear can be overcome. She said there's special pills for pregnancy nausea. Ahhh, just have to find a nice man first.