Friday, February 18, 2011

a lil weak and easily overwhelmed

Okay, I think I'm getting a bit freaked out. My Dad just told me that it said on the news that there had been a solar storm a few days ago. I know it might be just a coincidence but my anxiety kicked off only a few days ago. I have been taking the tranquilizer drops for three days and the solar storm took place on the 15th.
Ughhh, I don't like it when nature messes with my health like that. It better just be my crazy mind.
Or...like...my mind is fine, it's just the nervous system is a lil weak and easily overwhelmed.

Going back on Xanax.

Going back on Xanax.
As long as I'm not going back to hospital, I'm good.
The psychiatrist told me I can either take Xanax or take a higher dose of Mirtazapine.
If I took higher dose of that (half a tablet in the morning and a whole in the evening) I'd be sleeping all the time.
And I've had really really bad experience with Xanax before so I made sure the doctor would do a proper withdrawal on me. I dunno if I talked about it on my blog but once when I was going off Xanax I had about 4, 5 day long panic attack and it wasn't nice.