Going to work kit

4 yellow valerian pills (to calm myself), 1 white escitalopram (regular antidepressant), 2 purple ginger-oak bark-blueberry pills (for nausea), 1 white cerucal (for nausea) and 5-28 drops or Valium (to calm myself). Life is fun! At least today I don’t have to take a painkiller. Yet.

in pieces

I wanna cry at the moment so bad. I still feel like shit. I wanna cry cause it would make me feel better, physically. I always feel better when I've cried. I thought I feel shit cause of periods but now I don't even know. My stomach is in pieces.
I'll try to ring my supervisor early in the morning and ask her if she can find someone for tomorrow to cover my shift. Ugh I hate to do this but seriously, the work time was horrendous today.