Sunday, July 23, 2017

I have anxiety

Waah, I have anxiety. Like when I went to the Hessburger restaurant yesterday I thought I was gonna have to run out cause my anxiety got so bad I could hardly speak or move.
And then today it's been shitty too. The whole day. Maybe it's cause of my periods, which I'm hoping it is, but maybe it's cause of Olanzapine. I took the last pill on the 15th of July. But concidering I woke up with cramps today and had them throughout the day I'm very much hoping it's all period business.

Must be the codeine

Had the worst wake up call this morning. Woke up to insane cramps. Think I've had this only once before in my life. It's my second day of periods so wtf!?
Took Dolmen (Dexketoprofen). And no lie, my pain was gone in 7 mintues! Holy crap. Best painkiller ever! Must be the codeine in it.
Back in the day when I had the nerve aches in my head and I had to take this pill, it was a prescription drug. Now it's over the counter.

summer dress

Today, well techincally yesterday, was the first day this year I went out in a summer dress. I felt super weird and out of place cause this summer has been weird. Coming back home from town I was freezing.