"groundbreaking research"

Oh goddess. I have four pages of text I need to translate. I wouldn't mind but it's just so weird, it's about this "groundbreaking research" that will help men get any woman they want.
And translating is a little hard cause... I understand what it says in English but have trouble finding Estonian words or phrases that correspond to it.
Well, once I finish translating it I better get the translator job!

A dream will come true when the person needs it to come true

Talked to this one person on MSN and this is what she said: A dream will come true when the person needs it to come true. What a great thought!

Plus when I get a job I will buy a strap on for my lady friends to come.

Where's my false teeth?

hahaa, my ex doesn't know what MSN is. :D

Sending out love and wellbeing

Just got off the phone with my baby brother. The poor thing got sick 6 times last night. Thank goddess he's doing better. Sending out love and wellbeing.

Enjoy your meal

Ahahahaa

Double blah

Ugh, I'm struggling with being at my appartment. I wanna go to my mother's place so bad but she won't let me go there, she tells me to stick it out.
Blah... Plus think I have a stomach bug. Double blah.

Weird, but it works

Okay, I found a way to shop anxiety free. I use a shopping trolley. It gives me something to hold onto so I donä't feel like passing out. Weird, but it works.

really really really hope

Okay, I really really really hope I will get a job at this one place. It's close to where I live and it's basically everything I wanna do for living. Will call the place tomorrow.
Oh and I was supposed to have a sort of a job interview tomorrow anyway but I forgot to confirm it cause I was so extatic over being picked for an interview. Doh!

dreaded time

So the dreaded time has come when it's all snowy out and impossible to bike.
Ugh, I sure hope it'll melt real quick cause now I'm stuck in my appartment. Oh and I'm going to move into a smaller room in the same appartment soon.

Glee Yes/No review

Okay, again I thought they said they weren't gonna break into a song randomly... so why the Grease number outside the choir room? And the Jayma number?!

Agree with Becky on Artie though.

Ahahahaa, I cannot believe Will asked Finn to be his best man. Oh dear.... what even...

Oh dear, the song the girls sang in black dresses, sitting. It was more like a funeral song.

The Without You song was quite alright actually.

Ahhh, I knew Finn was gonna propose! :D

Why the tree obsession?

Saw this film today. I must say again Hayao Miyazaki is a genius. Plus I loved the village/scenery.

The story itself was a little weaker than in Mononoke Hime. Why the tree obsession? :)

a crocodile and a giraffe...

Jill: I can't believe that you made a decision like this without me.
Tim: If you'd been in the room arguing with them you'd have made the same decision.
Jill: No, I wouldn't have. I would have discussed it with the boys then I would have waited for you to come home and we could've discussed it as a family.
Tim: And after all the discussion the boys would have been what, ninty?
Jill: Great! Make jokes!
Tim: Okay, a crocodile and a giraffe...

bag the job

This one place that was looking for workers got about 800 applications and they picked out 150 for round two. And I was lucky enough to be picked. On the 20th of January they have some sort of an orientation thingy and then they will pick five people for the job.
I'm thinking I won't even make it to the orientation with my lousy health let alone get the job.
And I have a pic on my cv that's taken when I'm all made up and shit so now I don't know what I'll do to myself to look that representable.
Ugh...if only I didn't have anxiety. I'd so bag the job.

Plus, my mother doesn't like me sleeping around. She doesn't understand how one can sleep with a stranger. I call it common sense.

Oh and I hope it will stop snowing soon. If I can't get to a place by bike I won't get there at all.

Job well done

So today I learned something new. There was this stupid ass position that I didn't feel comfortable doing it in but it all changed today. :) Job well done.

rubber sex or no sex

Well, this guy actually told me he has low sperm count and I wouldn't get pregnant. And I said rubber sex or no sex. I'm 26 not 6.

And I'm excited about getting new boots. Hopefully I'll find a dress or skirt to go with them.

TE07012012

I can take it

Squee! I have two lads booked on Monday. Hopefully I can take it.
Sex sex sex!

What the fuck seriously like!

Okay, I totally fucked up my chicken today and I spent all of my money on the dinner.
I'm thinking of going to my mother's house tomorrow cause I don't have any more money or anything to eat.
Blah, why on earth do they add so much carrot in stir fries!? Plus dill flavoured potatoes!? What the fuck seriously like!

felt like the bitch

Oh how I wish it was summer. It'd still be light and warm out and I could be riding my bike or hanging out with someone.
Instead it's cold and dark out and I'm alone at home bored out of my mind.
I must say yesterday was a great day though. Last night I felt superior to my anxiety and I felt like the bitch.
I'm having trouble with going to bed at decent hour though. But oh how wonderful it would be if I felt like I did yesterday all the time.

Plus, I've arranged another one night stand on Monday. Should be fun!And I'm supposed to meet up with some people tomorrow.

lives in a pie in the sky

Money can buy a house but not a home,

money can buy a bed but not sleep,

money can buy a watch but not time,

money can buy a book but not wisdom,

money can buy a status but not respect,

money can buy medical attendance but not health,

money can buy blood but not life, 

money can buy sex but not love.

So someone made this list. I remember back in my school days one of our teachers told us to start thinking that money cannot buy us the most important things. Well...that's a load of bollocks.

With money you can make a house into your dream home. You can put all of your effort, body and mind and soul into creating your home.

Money can buy you sleeping pills if you have trouble sleeping.

And hellooo!? Money is wisdom these days - you must be able to afford college to get a proper education.

And if you have a lot of money you have a high status, respect and time. You can very easily buy love and life.

And again money equals health these days.

Seriosuly whoever tried to look all "real" and sincere with the list lives in a pie in the sky.

absolutely no idea

Yeah, last night was weird. I woke up and didn't recognise my flat. I had absolutely no idea where I was.

Me and my friend applied for the same job, hopefully one of us will get it.

The second patch of pups

The second patch of pups. Just found the pic. They're long gone though.

after I'd done a pregnancy test

Well, I'm not pregnant. Started my period today just after I'd done a pregnancy test.
Was kind of relieved and disappointed. I was getting ready to be all happy and shit.

Anyway, went to visit a girl I went to school with. Was nice.

TS03012012

Choose a miracle

 While I'm feeling a little courageous and not crippled by anxiety I came up with a few things. I want fake boobs. I thought I'd get bigger boobs if I get fat, well I'm fat and my boobs are still small. Not happening, for the rest of my life. At one point I will do something about it. I don't mind the rest of ym fat body... if only everything was in propoprtion, the boobs are the only things that "stick out" cause they're so small.

Yeah and I cannot wait til summer. I don't want winter anymore, I had enough of snow last year... oh and how I hope and hope and hope the anxiety would just FUCK OFF FOREVER! It gets in the way of everything. My mother wants me to see a psychologist but I don't. I don't wanna talk about the bloody thing anymore.

I better not be pregnant

Okay, my period is five days late. I better not be pregnant.

What went down yesterday?

What went down yesterday?
So I was wearing my pink flowery pj bottoms and a pink tank top and everyone had something to say about the outfit. It wasn't appropriate cause you could see too much flesh and it looked too much like underwear.
So I put on a dress that my mother suggested. Since I've gained so much weight it was very tight and short, so it was a no go again.
I ended up witht he same pj bottoms and a white tank top.
Yeah and then we had an argument with my mum's man. He said karaoke and parody were the same thing. Wherever he got that idea from.

Yeah and around twelve o'clock then... we had a little firework ourselves. Mother's man had these old army thingies..like from the '60s and they fell down real quick and were burning on the ground. Was scary.

No new year resolutions.