on TV

In town. I don't feel as nauseous as the last few days. Could be cause I took a lot of Valium drops when riding to town. Dunno. I don't care as long as I'm feeling okay.
What got me writing though is the fact that my mother was on TV today :D
She found it very funny. She was on a show called Reporter. They ask questions from the people off the street. She was asked about some alcohol business. Yeah...okay then...I'm off.

In 2010

Still feeling like shit but a little better. No jinx now!!!
Anyway.... the other day I found out that J.D. Salinger had died. In 2010. How come I only found out about it just now!?

very sad face

This'll be another whining post.
So since the night I couldn't sleep I have been feeling like crap. The nausea is back, big time! I'm taking all of my medication (10mg of Escitolopram, 30mg of Mirtazapin and Olanzapin) again and it's not helping. Blahhh, I feel so sick and dunno what to do to make myself feel better. *very sad face*

Plus my laptop had a virus. Took me three antivirus programmes to get rid of it. Ugh. Couldn't sign onto my ask.fm account and my blog, plus a few other websites.

I couldn't sleep

Wow, what a horrible night I had. I couldn't sleep. I mean I was unable to sleep. Every time I was about to fall asleep I'd wake up with this horrible feeling in my head and body. I thought it might be anxiety or something so took a bunch of pills and shit and t didn't make it better. I didn't feel sleepy or anything either. Was super weird. I hope it won't happen again.

my favourite role yet

Oh gosh! I'm back in town and I'm totally craving sweets and savoury. Dunno what it is about the town that makes me wanna eat so much. Anyway...was surfing Twitter when I came across this:

How lovely of her!

Ouch, I have a tooth ache.

Ouch, I have a tooth ache.
:(

Don't be such a pessimist!

Mike: The relationship is at a crossroads. You know, maybe it's run its course.
Vanessa: No no no, they're gonna work this out.
Mike: Don't be such a pessimist!

Hahaha, how true though!

CHICKEN! DELICIOUS!

Wow! What a great day it has been. Saw some Jonathan earlier today and then came to my mother's place. I didn't plan to come here this weekend at all but changed my mind. Raked some leaves and then had CHICKEN! Mother had put mayonnaise and cheese on top of it aswell and it was DELICIOUS!
Blessed be all the chickens in the world. You guys taste yummy. Love ya!

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what the future holds for me

Blah, had such a crappy day. I was supposed to have this test day for this janitor position and I totally failed at it. I only lasted five minutes before I had to leave cause of my anxiety. :(
If I can't do a janitor's job then I can't do anything. I absolutely dunno what the future holds for me.

The good thing is I got my internet connection back. It was cut off cause I didn't pay for last month. And I'm gonna see Jonathan on Last Man Standing soon. Yay!

Gathered apples and picked tomatoes

Nothing interesting has happened. Came to mother's place this weekend. Yesterday I helped mother take down the greenhouse. It's some made in China crap, only lasted for two years or so. Then raked leaves and cleaned some shelves. Gathered apples and picked tomatoes. Yeah...so not looking forward to winter :(

Who is this Bieber

I have Jonathan Taylor Thomas as my desktop background. Brother saw it and said, "Who is this Bieber on your screen?".
Yeah...wonder if you can ever be too old for celeb crushes.