Saturday, December 26, 2015

on a sunday at 12, once a month

Shit, I need to pee. Again. That's like the third time today. I hate peeing. Why can't all the relieving take place on a sunday at 12, once a month.

Friday, December 25, 2015

a bad version of a feminist

Shit, my ex is so nice! I did the right thing by waiting til forever to have a boyfriend. He's a real catch. His gf is a lucky one! I'm not jealous or angry or anything. And the weird feeling is gone as well.
I also said I wasn't a feminist. Think I'm a misandrist. Although that's probably a bad version of a feminist.

Thanks, I feel better now

So I just found out my ex has a new girl. Made me feel a bit weird. Eventhough I was the one who dumped his ass. Five years ago. But then luckily my new guy started talking to me. Thanks, I feel better now.

Saturday, December 19, 2015

My mother's evolving!

My mother's evolving! She made a Facebook account and watches YoutTube tutorials of how to knit socks.
I made an account on FB myself. Again. We'll see how long I'll last this time.

I always like fucking run there

Okay, looks like I don't have digestive problems I complained about a couple of days ago. Think I have something wrong with either my uterus or left ovary. Get weird sharp pains in there.

Yeah and I don't wanna go to my mum's house. Normally I always like fucking run there but I know when I go there I'm gonna have to get up early in the mornings and work all day. Damn, I'm a lazy fuck!

Friday, December 18, 2015

sleeping is cool and everything but...

Like sleeping is cool and everything but... I don't wanna miss out on the daytime. Woke up at 4:30pm and now feel like sleeping some more. Ugh. Was supposed to go to mum's place today but I deliberately slept in.

Wednesday, December 16, 2015

What the hell!?

Ugh...think I have diarrhea again. What the hell!? Woke up with pains in my abdomen.

Tuesday, December 15, 2015

manky

lol I'm a teetotaler! I guess I just look manky.

I can hear everything

I might be a sad nolifer browsing the interwebs at 3am but at least I'm not out washing my car like this one chap. And the chap from last night.
Yeah they built a self serving car wash close to my house and I can hear everything at this hour.

Monday, December 14, 2015

just the cutest

Aren't these just the cutest!? I'm obsessed with them. They're new lights for my bike. I like the sling thingy and how easily they're placed and removed. Try to steal my batteries now, shitwheel!

Oh and today was a good day. Went to the shop twice without the trolley. The first time, my therapist waited for me at the entrance but the second time I was alone. Whoop! Even if I experience set backs I'm happy about these last couple of years and especially the last few months when I've been able to go to shops almost anxiety free.

I don't wanna see this shit!

God damn. I dunno what has happened to my laptop but it sucks. For some reason the adblock thingy isn't working anymore. Like, when I go on the sexy dating website all I see is ads with freaking dildos and jiggly boobs in them. I don't wanna see this shit!
Other than that... I've been in town and it's heavenly to sleep in til three or four in the afternoon. :)

Wednesday, December 09, 2015

Michael Clifford's touch

I hope I live to see the day when touch, taste and smell can be experienced via computers. Hopefully it'll happen next year cause I really need to experience Michael Clifford's touch ASAP.

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Monday, December 07, 2015

I'm not a machine

I meant to complain last night but dunno what stopped me. Fuck this storm in Estonia. I rode to Tartu this morning and was going against the wind all the way. Man, so annoying, like "Fuck you wind, stop blowing so fucking hard, I'm not a machine".
Yeah I couldn't wait to get to down to indulge in chocolate and crisps and shit. But now... I'm craving everything and have bought everything but have no appetite. Fuck PMS!