Wednesday, October 17, 2018

earlier this year

Just some pics from earlier this year.
Think it was lasyt winter I bought these sunglasses for myself. For when I ride the biketo protect my eyes from snowfall, rain, wind, bugs and the brightness of snow. And sun I guess.
These pics aren't the best but they are such happy day glasses. It feels like the sun is constantly out when wearing them. Such a beautiful thing in winter when it's all grim, gloomy and black and white. It looks awfully yellow in pics but much better in... real. Also, the pics are taken 26.03.2018.

Now this. My old baby. Baby Asus.
This is how busted my screen was on my old laptop. This is taken on 15.03.2018. I was at my mum's using the TV as the screen and take all my crap off of the thing and put it all on my new laptop. Was just clearing the whole thing before giving it to my borther.

Also, maybe mentioned before but...
There was this scrap and crap festival this summer. My mum's man wanted to sell this car he had bought foolishly. I totally put a half naked babe there to attract more attention. And I totally erased the watermark on it too. Theft. But it all looked crappy and faint when printed out. Nobody was interested at the festival anyway. Long gone now though. 13.08.2018.

Also this pic from my old place. I was chilling quietly on my laptop with only the ceiling light now and the freaking balcony door open. Some crazy sounding bug got stuck in the chandelier. I was trying to lure it out with my desk lamp. Didn't work. It was making crazy scary buzzing noises so I knew I had to get it out cause it was so noisy. And scary. I still hadn't seen the bug.
Eventually I had to pick it out with something and the thing fell... somewhere. It was like 3am and I knew I couldn't go to bed with that scary thing somewhere in my room. I put the desk lamp on the floor and turned off the ceiling one to lure it out again but nothing. I couldn't find it!!! I was so spooked. Anyway I soon smelled it. It was the stink bug. It was sitting under my bed, on the ribs and the bottom of my mattress. I got it out. Threw it off the balcony and went to bed. This was July 30, 2018.

And I loathe phone apps in general but I got one when I had real bad tooth ache andcouldn't sleep and had to go to the dentist.
This green one I did when I was still at home. Choose my kinda greenish tones and...
The blue one is just patriotic.
And the yellow one I did to send my mum. Her fave colour has been yellow for a while. Think she's going back to red now.
And the next ones I did at the dentist. While freaking out. Agoraphobia. I'm literally just scared of sitting in the chair and not getting out when I want to. I don't mind the pain or discomfort. In fact I like them cause they distract me from anxiety. Anyway...
 Used red cause I was freaking out and I hate red.
Used purple cause I was freaking out and I hate purple.
Used mint cause I was freaking out and I hate mint.
Was a fun app for the day.I still have it. I guess I'll use it again if I need to focus on something to distract me.
These pics happened 13.august 2018

my mum

Did I ever tell you about my mum?
Cause...
...my mum.

Sunday, October 14, 2018

see moment kui...

Just lol'd the shit out of myself for the last ten minutes over this.

Saturday, October 06, 2018

Just me and my life!

Holy fucks! I was diagnosed with endometriosis a while ago. I've had pains and bleeding for over a year now.
And right now the pain is so bad and I've felt nausea for a few days too. Man! No more fucking pills please! Leave my hormones alone!
I've been going to the loo like a hundred times. It's so bad on my bladder. And I feel like I have bowel issues too. It just fucks everything up.
At least I can use my blog right!?

Been to the doc with this. They say only pills or surgery is the way to "treat" the little blood... sacks? Ugh. I don't want either! I wanna live a normal life. No more pains, discomfort, nausea, pills, doctors, focus on health! Just me and my life!

Wednesday, October 03, 2018

two celebs

This week I've seen two celebs.
First I saw this glammed up woman in Rimi. That's why she caught my eye. I kept looking at her cause she was wearing this dark blue sparkly dress. And then eventually it dawned on me it was Maria Listra.
And then she walked out with her bottle of water, chatting on the phone and nobody gave any fucks. And I was there, paying for my crap and thinking just imagine this being in like fucking America and one of her fame level celebs. She would have been mobbed. Also, no American celeb would have gone to the freaking supermarket for a bottle of water in her situation. She either finished a gig or was going to one. What weird cultural differences.

And then yesterday I was walking out of the building at work when I saw Guido Kangur. He looked psychotic. lol

Yeah and I moved in september. All is well. That's why I haven't posted. Not much to complain about. I mean there are things but... meh.

Oh and I just remembered, there was a third one, celeb, I saw a while ago. Some woman. Think it was Diana Klas. Not sure if it was her. It was some woman I'm pretty sure. :D