Rupert's being positive

When your family goes to Lithuania from Tartu

Dog sitting now. There's gonna be drama in the evening I'm afraid. Jossu will be sitting on the stairs half the night waiting everyone to come back home.

Hi! My name is Diana and I'm dying.

Hi! My name is Diana and I'm dying.

Whatever this shit is, allergy or not but it's killing me right now. Any kind of warm weather does not suit me.

So everything sucks ass right now

So everything sucks ass right now.
With English. I failed. I'm embarrassed for myself. Dumbass!

I did get into another school, kinda of a biology course but the internship thingy is not in Tartu and I cannot travel so I can't take that course. Plus the majority of the lectures will take place in that one single school building and it's too far from my house. I don't wanna move and it's too far to go to every day, maybe even several times a day.

Plus last night I thought I was gonna die. Then just discovered today that July 16th is the full moon. Ughhhh, I just can't escape the moon, goddamn! It kills me almost every single month. Ughhhh.

Wow, what hopeful times!

Oh my fucking god!
I might have found a lead to my itching and "sickness" since february this year.
Could be systemic candida.

The last time I blogged about this I felt like my iron medication was making me itch worse but it's cause iron always fucks with my gut. Oh my god! I hope it's true and I get rid of it! The "february sickness" and the itching too. It's officially the third year running now with the itching. Wow, what hopeful times!

Come on! Let me be right for once and get the right treatment! I don't wanna go another 20 years undiagnosed and untreated like I did with my anxiety and end up in a fucking black hole!