the tradition continues

*sigh*

And the tradition continues... I wished my mum a happy mothers' day today, on the 8th of May. I never fucking learn!

Õu ja ai

I wanted to tell Hedi about the courtyard and garden we had when I was a kid and how my cats had a big territory to explore.
Started the whole thing with "Meil oli õu ja ai".
It's that "Russian dialect" of mine again!😄

Time to get a cat

The other day I realized I've been single for a decade. Told Hedi. She said, "Time to get a cat. To celebrate the old maid status. Woooo!"

Felt stupid

lol

The neighbours upstairs are still "renovating" heir appartment.

This morning I was asleep as they were drilling and hammering upstairs. The hammering woke me up. Through my sleep I thought it was my flatmate knocking on my door. :D I woke up like, "Yeah, come in". When I fully woke up I realized it was the neighbours and the flatmate had gone to work already.

Felt stupid. :D

Also we were looking at all sorts of board games online and talking about them. At one point I said, "Ma tahan kumm olla." :D

I meant to say "vaim" but ended up going for "kummitus", then half way through the word I naturally cut it short to fit the "vaim" vibe. Yeah.

Other word-y things

Had a conversation with Hedi the other day. She couldn't remember the word "kuninganna" and said "nais-kuningas". :D

And a couple of weeks ago we were playing a board game with questions and stuff. I had to name a certain German composer.
I said Beethoven, the only one I could remember.
And Hedi said, what I heard, "Boduku".
I said, "Oh, I don't know that one. Never heard of him." :D
What she had actually said was "Paned lukku (vastuse)?" :D Shit. Things have been fun in quarantine.

We also Google translated some songs. One song said "Piiks, piiks, lits liigub". :D

Oh and the ventilator on my own laptop is making noises so I am using my mum's man's old laptop. Can't, don't want to take my own to get fixed right now.

WTF Russian!?

Губка Боб Квадратные Штаны

If I ever have a kid, this will be the first thing it ever says. Gonna raise a genius.

.com or .ee

Me and Hedi reading and talking about news on our phones while she  gives me throat lozenges

Me: See on komm vä?
Hedi: Ei, delfi.ee

:D

the skin wtihin

Fresh cauliflower and cheese&garlic dip is making me cry. So good.

And a health related update... looks like it's some sort of allergy or something. Basically, my breathing is compromised and some muscles in the body that are not supposed to work for breathing have been working. And they just tense up and I get headaches from them.

My ears still ache, get blocked, ring and get whooshing sounds. My nose is pretty much the same as ears, minus the whooshing. Luckily my headaches are rare and not as bad. I dunno how the spring and summer will affect it all.

Went to the ENT and neurologist again: hearing tests went great. Got a brain scan too, all fine there. So... I'm just going to get massages from the physiotherapist and... that's that. Trying to rinse out my nose with saline water and use whatever I can to moisturize the skin wtihin my nose.

Also been taking iron pills since october?, maybe. And have the blood doc next week. Wow, I hope my ferritin levels are way up now cause if not then... I'm gonna have to have blood transfusions which I never wanna have.

he's my baby brother

Me, calling mum: What are you guys up to?
Mum: Me and my man are eating cake, Lauri's downstairs aching his tooth and his girl's comforting him. Dunno how he's gonna get through the night. He has to go to the emergency tomorrow.
Me: I know he's 19 but is it a milk tooth aching? Cause if it is they can just pull it out.
Mum: *laughs at my stupidity*
Me: I wasn't sure cause I don't know any 19 year olds and he's my baby brother.

Yeah I fail at biology.

handle it

Okay yeah. I'm old.
Thought I'd start dating older men. Like not older than me, god no! But older than 25.
I'm really looking old these days and thought I'd opt out of dating young hot dudes myself, before they start rejecting me for being too old cause then I'd feel way too old.

Oh yeah and it's theatre week. Will see how I can handle it.

be right all along

Yeah, I just realized I'm way too fat. I hate how I've left the gym thing til now. I'd hate to go in there and look like a resolutioner. I planned to lose weight way in august okay!? Just my health plummeted horribly first. And I'm only now starting to feel better. And I think this is as good as I'm ever gonna feel for now and for a long time from now too.
So I guess the concensus is it's either from low ferritin but most likely from some annoying allergy. So my GP seemed to be right all along.

Went to town with Hedi

Me: "Mis asjad need siin maas on?"
Hedi: "Käbid."
Me: "A, ma mõtlesin, et porgandid või viinerid."
Hedi: "Keegi viskab viinerid maha: "Kasvage!""

Me: "Lähme sealt maja tagant, tiigi äärest."
Hedi: "Sauna taga, tiigi ääres..."
Me: "Mida see Miku Manniga seal tegi?"
Hedi: "Mängisid. Konni püüdsid."
Me: "Ma ei mäletanud enam. Nii need kuulujutud tekivad."

Kell on kaksteist, I sleep

So my brother and his gf are in town for new year's again.

Mum and her man are in town too but visiting someone else. We all saw the fireworks. Was nice. There was too big of a crowd though so I was too scared to react to anything thinking I might get anxiety. It was okay. Was super nice to be in town with my whole mum's side of the family!

Just got back home with the brother and his girl. On our way back, some woman slipped and fell flat on the ground and the brother said, "Kell on kaksteist, I sleep". :D What a dumbass! :D