Blah day.

What a pointless day it was!
Felt sick through most of it.
Played a bit of violin.
Found the tuner. Sounded so bad before.

Oh, took a pregnancy test. It has only been six days but yeah I figure if I have the pains then they're period pains rather than anything else.
Come on, bring on the period!

Still didn't hear from the boyfriend.

Oh and I just love That 70s Show! I can wake up in the morning and put on the show and watch about three seasons a day in a row. Love it, love it!

It's different with Glee though. That show is a load of...poop. When it comes to Kevin and the show then it's like...liking a garbage man. Oh well, it's not the woman's business what job the man has got, she doesn't have to be interested in his career. It's a person's choice only how they earn their rent and bills money. Eugh, Glee stinks, garbage.

Four and half days

Haven't heard from my man in 4 and half days.
Last text he sent me said he was depressed 'til I start my period and if I don't he'll be suicidal.
That's not a very nice atmosphere to leave me lingering in.
Feeling period pains for the second day, hopefully not early pregnancy signs.

Had a heart to heart with a friend who didn't judge me.
Thanks.
Talked to another female friend who was in the same boat as me.
Said men are all selfish bastards.

I know pregnancy scare can be scary but don't blame the woman for not taking the pill when you could have used a condom. I can not be held responsible for someone elses fear that they could have avoided themselves in the first place.

Have a bit of money.
If I'm gonna be sensible I'll pay for my hospital pill.
If I'm gonna be down and need comforting I'm gonna buy Sims 3 World Adventures.
If I break up with my boyfriend I'll buy him a present, cause I didn't get him anything last year for Christmas or Valentine's Day and he got me loadsa stuff.

I like Impulse fragrances, but the shower gels are just too...smelly. You wouldn't wash your lady parts with that stuff unless you were aiming for yeast infection. Bought it cause it only cost 1 euro.

Scare

Well, here I am stuck with pregnancy scare. Woohoo fun times!
Boyfriend's so scared he hasn't contacted me in three days.
Fine by me - he's way more upset and worried than me. Seeing him like that upsets me.
Feel like I have period pains, but it could also be early signs of pregnancy.
Not due til Sunday next week.

Mmh, the wait is a killer!

Another bad day...

..starts here. What horrible horrible hours I've had.
Wish there was an easier way round this madness.
I'm so upset, not about the mess itself but the upset the mess has caused.
I feel like a murderer and I do care.

Worst day of my life

I hate this day.