And so is his girlfriend

Ugh, I feel like a total failure today again.
Just talked to my super clever friend.
He's studying like a mad person and is naturally so intelligent and bright.
And so is his girlfriend.
She's from South Africa (I think) and she went to study in China.
She did physics first but changed courses and now she's doing biochemistry.
I really want to talk to her about studying and the subjects I'm doing now and just...everything.
I so fucking hate the fact that I'm so damn lazy.
I want to be clever and successful and all but I cannot be bothered to work for it.
It's unreal.
I just have to get into the studying zone and when I'm in the flow it'll be easier to go with it.
Damn! Damn!
I totally wanna go and study in some foreign country now.

Yeah, I don't like the neighbours who live above us.

Yeah, I don't like the neighbours who live above us.
I was just having my dinner and some bastard was vomiting upstairs.
Ugh.
And I'd be sympathetic if they just had the flu, but there was loud music and lots of noise earlier which leads me to think they are having a party.
And I just loathe smoking.
Those bastards upstairs are smoking their lungs black and the sickening stench is all over our appartment!
Hm, come to think of it no wonder that person got sick cause the smell is so disgusting.
Eughhh, I just hate drinking and smoking.
Seriously, everyone who does either one of those things deserves cancer.

If I was naturally beautiful I'd be a stripper

Oh and this one portal offered a job as a stripper.
The salary was 24000 - 140000.
How amazing!?
You just dance around half naked and get paid so much money.
I thought I would dance for a couple of months then get a boob job with the earned money and then dance some more. And then get a few more operations and so on.
Although I'm thinking it would be too much money and too many operations.
If I was naturally beautiful I would totally go for it.

I want to live and die in an English speaking environment.

Mother came to visit me today.
Was okay.
And I will totally go live in America after my studies business is sorted.
Anywhere but in Estonia is the best place.
I like Estonia and all but the economy totally favours the filthy rich and I will never be one so I will get the fuck out of here.
I bet the country will be thriving with its' 100 millionaires and the rich Estonian culture that those few people create after the rest of Estonians have died of hunger or moved to some normal country. Good luck with it. Or good "Ha ha - you screwed yourself over so hard!" to you, Estonia.

And I picked America cause I saw a couple of job offers there today.
I won't be doing anything that was offered today but I will do something there.
I want to live and die in an English speaking environment.

Oh and the other day it was announced that Glee will be touring UK and Ireland next year.
Damn, isn't this perfect timing?!
I mean instead of that Jenna-girl feeling up Kevin on the beach and some nightclub they could've been performing while I lived there. *loadsa rude words about the Jenna-girl* I mean it totally is her fault!

Yeah, off to dry my hair and ride my bike.

bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch!!!!!!!!

Yeah, I'm 60 kilos, bitches!
And I've been so bitchy recently it's unreal!
I have such evil thoughts that I think they won't be appropriate even on my blog.
So I'm keeping them to myself.
So to make this blog anything like my thoughts I'm just gonna say "bitch, bitch, bitch, bitch!!!!!!!!"
Yeah, whoever said the bigger the person the bigger the heart, well you were wrong.
See, I'm gaining weight and becoming bitchier. Proves my point - the skinnier the person the less negativity fits into them.

Over and out.