I gotta see a doctor

Well today was productive. Woke up at nine in the morning and was working outside til about 4.
Was inside for a while there, doing the dishes and prepping for dinner.
Oh and we had the amazing mushrooms again with blue cheese!

Oh and I don't think my period started. Seriously, I gotta see a doctor about my weird bodily functions.

Plus the wind is a bastard!

I don't think my body knows what it's doing

Oh dear lordess. I don't think my body knows what it's doing. Looks like I started my period. Again.
I hope it's the real deal now cause that would explain why I felt so horrible yesterday. All of yesterday is forgiven then.

Payday

I got my disability money yesterday. Called it my payday. Told my mother I bought crisps and chocolate cause it was my payday. So before all the work and bullying drama (cue previous post) we were in such a good mood and kept joking about payday and money. The mother was waiting for her actual payday money which she never got. She gets a message on her mobile when money is lodged on her account but as of yesterday, nothing. So she went to the shop with my card and pretended it was her payday, meaning she bought a lot of crap. And so she did today aswell. Went to town to buy stuff with my money like it's her payday :D
I don't feel bad. Lucky I get to help out the family. I mean she will give all the money back to me once she gets paid herself,.

I admire that about her

Yay, Kesha's out of the rehab. I really like her. She seems slutty, I admire that about her.

I hope she's doing a lot better and that she won't come across people who bully her again.

On another note. Man, I've had terrible anxiety today...what with the work stuff and me going to the shop and shit. I still feel icky in my stomach.

No one can ever have a great day

No one can ever have a great day.
Had the most fun day with my mother.
Then...in the morning I went to sign the contract for the arboretum, then had the fun with mother.
Went to the shop with her, got anxiety and had to turn around and come home alone.
Then when she got home he was fuming. For one, my brother had been bullying someone in school and I got an email saying the arboretum doesn't wanna have me cause they were not satisfied with the work I did two years ago. What tools! Why didn't they tell me that when I was working there, I could have improved myself.
Ughhhh... now the mother's sleeping. And I have a feeling she will be giving me some sort of an ultimatum when she wakes up.
Rang the arboretum I worked at last year and they're not looking for anyone at the moment. Ughh ugghhh.