Duloxetine

Huhhh, I'm a bit nervous. Talked to my shrink and we decided to try out this new pill - Duloxetine. I hope it won't have any horrible side effects. Will take it in the morning... well, that's when I'm supposed to take it. But I'll wake up in the evening so... Ughh... nervous.

crazy person going for a walk

Went for a walk with my mother on Monday evening. This is the result of a crazy person going for a walk:

Never mind my blue underwear... yeah I've got a bruise on my thigh from pinching myself to get my mind off anxiety. Ugh, I just don't understand my body. Like when I went mushrooming with mum, everything was okay and we went waaaaayy further away from home. And then on Monday we went for a little walk to the "birch trees" and I got anxiety. Just don't get it.

Spinnin' Around

Omg, I wanna learn this! :D I know the song is for kids but it's so happy and uptempo and puts me in such a good mood. Have liked it for years.

mushrooming

Ugh, I so didn't wanna get up this morning. But I did anyway, the second time my mother woke me. I had breakfast and was still sleepy. Then me and mum went mushrooming. Ah, I didn't even get anxiety. Liked it a lot.

The pink bucket's mine


Yeah then I painted the walls of one of our sheds. Yellow.
Speaking of yellow, I dyed my hair. Now it's more like my own natural colour. Don't wanna dye anymore...had my blonde moment and it's passed.


Oh and here's a random pic of Jossu I took today:

getting me a TV

Mother was just over for a few hours. We talked about getting me a TV. I know I know, I rarely watch it but my mother scared me with a horror story of my laptop breaking  down.
It would be nice to have the TV so I could watch the films late at night. That's all I'd want it for really. For films.

Yeah and mother's going to China on the 26th. Ahhhh... I might stay at her place for the time, cooking and cleaning the house. Will see.

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