healthy and responsible

Yeah I was trying to be healthy and responsible. Started feeling sleepy at 4am and went to sleep. Woke up at 5am feeling like shit. So here I am, browsing the web cause I feel too sick to sleep. Fun times.

brain and memory

Okay :D I read my this years' blog posts and I keep repeating my stories. Girl, where's your brain and memory!? So lame.

I've been nostalgic

So I've been trying to hunt down the dude who I had my first kiss with. Yeah, I went to kindergarten with him. And then I tried to find my good boy friend from kindergarten times aswell. Yeah I couldn't find them. I only remember their first names and I obviously know thename of the little town we lived in at the time. Shit. I was just wondering what they look like now. I've been nostalgic.

Crazy For You

Was obsessing over this song in my teens. Thought it was a lot older song though. Yeah, just started listening to it again. The guy has got such a nice neutral voice, easy to listen to.

so much pain and discomfort

Okay, I'm actually dying. For real. Think my crappy sleeping pattern has caught up with me now. I feel so incredibly nauseated. My stomach hurts. I really don't wanna go back on my pills. The shitty thing is I can't physically sleep. My stomach starts aching so bad when I lay down. *super sad face*
Maybe it's cause of the damn season and weather. I hardly go out and don't get fresh air.
Whatever it is, it's killing me. I'm in so much pain and discomfort. I'm so scared of going to work today. I have a feeling I won't last the whole day. If that's the case then I'm sooooo fucked.