pull through, little guy

Okay, sad news. I think I killed my little cactus. It's still very limp and crooked. I touched it. The needles don't hurt, they're super soft and the cactus is squishy. Ugh, I feel so bad. I only wanted to take care of it and wanted the best for it. I have three sticks holding it up right now. Please pull through, little guy! :(

Yeah and I was supposed to take most of my things to the new place yesterday. Mum and her man came in his car but it was pissin' out so we didn't. They just took the bags with stuff I didn't need and took it to their place.

Oh and yesterday I was so tired after work. Came home, bathed, cooked, ate and went to sleep. When normally before going to sleep I like daydream I guess of like "video clips" and "sound", then yesterday the video and sound machine in my brain went on a fritz. I only saw still pics and the sound slurred. Fell asleep very quickly.

"Summer" 2017

Okay. This is a video I took on June 26th this year:

Like, if it was a thunderstorm I would understand but...hail?

Also, this happened later that day:

Taken through a window. Pretty prominent.

the enctrance to my room

Ahh, went to my new place today and got to talk to the girl that lives there. Thank goodness she's young. Seemed pretty normal and nice. I hope everyone will get along and that the owners won't be selling the place and that I can afford it.
Went out to the shops to see the prices of things I need for the place. Should manage somehow. I definitely need a good pan. Preferrably a wok pan, just something large and deep cause I like my stir fry type of things and need loads of space for the veg in a pan. And when they're still uncooked they take up so much space in the pan.
Ahh, I was so happy when I was in my new room today.
Also, I cannot lock my bike onto anything in the building. So I just gotta buy a sturdier lock and just lock the bike so you can't ride it. I hope no one will pick it up and put it in a van or something and ride off with it.
Anyhoo, here's some pic of my room:

 The door is the enctrance to my room.

 My bed and the balcony.

The desk and window.
From the balcony this is the view:

If you look to the left... looks green enough

And if you look to the right...this beautiful industrial looking roof

This is the view from the desk window. I see water! Have to go down there sometime. This dude was feeding birds there :)

Takes me through the memories

Yeah I signed the contract at my new place today. I hope it'll be a good change.
Ilme came into my room crying sayin it's sad I'm leaving or she's sorry or something.
Felt uncomfortable. I really do not feel that close to her to take her tears. I just told her someone else will move in instead. I did look up some brokers for her online.
Yeah and I cleaned up my whole room today and packed up my stuff. I would  be ready to move out today but whatever... will be next weekend I guess.
I have quite a few big bags going back to my mum's house. Don't need all that crap at my new place.
Ahhh, and I'm kinda loving reuploading my Sims pics. Takes me through the memories. But it'll be the longest process ever cause I literally have thousands of pictures.
Oh yeah and I'm talking to this half normal guy online. I don't like how much self pity he talks though.

sun bleached

So today I realised my beautiful purple bag that I got only last year is sun bleached. I'm very bummed about it. I like the bag but it's losing colour so...
Ahh yes and it's friday!