Cause...
Wednesday, October 17, 2018
Sunday, October 14, 2018
Saturday, October 06, 2018
Just me and my life!
Holy fucks! I was diagnosed with endometriosis a while ago. I've had pains and bleeding for over a year now.
And right now the pain is so bad and I've felt nausea for a few days too. Man! No more fucking pills please! Leave my hormones alone!
I've been going to the loo like a hundred times. It's so bad on my bladder. And I feel like I have bowel issues too. It just fucks everything up.
At least I can use my blog right!?
Been to the doc with this. They say only pills or surgery is the way to "treat" the little blood... sacks? Ugh. I don't want either! I wanna live a normal life. No more pains, discomfort, nausea, pills, doctors, focus on health! Just me and my life!
And right now the pain is so bad and I've felt nausea for a few days too. Man! No more fucking pills please! Leave my hormones alone!
I've been going to the loo like a hundred times. It's so bad on my bladder. And I feel like I have bowel issues too. It just fucks everything up.
At least I can use my blog right!?
Been to the doc with this. They say only pills or surgery is the way to "treat" the little blood... sacks? Ugh. I don't want either! I wanna live a normal life. No more pains, discomfort, nausea, pills, doctors, focus on health! Just me and my life!
Wednesday, October 03, 2018
two celebs
This week I've seen two celebs.
First I saw this glammed up woman in Rimi. That's why she caught my eye. I kept looking at her cause she was wearing this dark blue sparkly dress. And then eventually it dawned on me it was Maria Listra.
And then she walked out with her bottle of water, chatting on the phone and nobody gave any fucks. And I was there, paying for my crap and thinking just imagine this being in like fucking America and one of her fame level celebs. She would have been mobbed. Also, no American celeb would have gone to the freaking supermarket for a bottle of water in her situation. She either finished a gig or was going to one. What weird cultural differences.
And then yesterday I was walking out of the building at work when I saw Guido Kangur. He looked psychotic. lol
Yeah and I moved in september. All is well. That's why I haven't posted. Not much to complain about. I mean there are things but... meh.
Oh and I just remembered, there was a third one, celeb, I saw a while ago. Some woman. Think it was Diana Klas. Not sure if it was her. It was some woman I'm pretty sure. :D
First I saw this glammed up woman in Rimi. That's why she caught my eye. I kept looking at her cause she was wearing this dark blue sparkly dress. And then eventually it dawned on me it was Maria Listra.
And then she walked out with her bottle of water, chatting on the phone and nobody gave any fucks. And I was there, paying for my crap and thinking just imagine this being in like fucking America and one of her fame level celebs. She would have been mobbed. Also, no American celeb would have gone to the freaking supermarket for a bottle of water in her situation. She either finished a gig or was going to one. What weird cultural differences.
And then yesterday I was walking out of the building at work when I saw Guido Kangur. He looked psychotic. lol
Yeah and I moved in september. All is well. That's why I haven't posted. Not much to complain about. I mean there are things but... meh.
Oh and I just remembered, there was a third one, celeb, I saw a while ago. Some woman. Think it was Diana Klas. Not sure if it was her. It was some woman I'm pretty sure. :D
Tuesday, September 11, 2018
cruel life
My fucking heart!
She was so hopeful and positive. Such a hard hit. It's incredible how cruel life can be. I was so so so scared of this day.
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