a bit more positive and happy

So I've decided to be a bit more positive and happy.

TS12072012

will not be having this bossing!

Today, I felt so fucking useless at work. This girl was bossing me around and I let her.
Tomorrow, I will not be having this bossing!
Oh and I'm so impatiently waiting to see if I got in to any of the colleges I applied for. I still have a feeling I won't get in. And this year even my mother wants me to get into college!

a blah day

What a blah day it was today. Didin't go in to work, went shopping with mother instead. Everything would have been nice if I hadn't had anxiety. Got a few things anyway. And my, is hot or what!?

a great day

The other day I had such a great day. Spent the evening out on town with friends. And it was so great cause I didn't get anxiety. And now I wanna work at a restaurant. Don't think I'm all ready for it but we'll see. Oh and I really wanna get into college!

I'm barefoot

Good girl, well done!

Woah, today has been pretty busy. First, I had to ride to town from the mother's place. And it so conviniently started to rain and I got soaking wet. Utterly saturated! Then I had to bike to the other end of the town to see a doctor. I got a shot in my arm last Thursday and had to go back today to get it looked at. It was some tuberculosis shot.
Then I totally broke my trousers cause I don't have the cover on my bike that covers the gears and the chain. So I went to a bicycle shop to get that. Had to bike back and forth to get money for that. Then I finally got home. Ate some (oh I nearly fainted at the shop when buying food. Cause of my anxiety and shit). And then I had to bike to work. I only worked for an hour and a half cause I missed most of my work day biking.
And when I thought everything, all the biking, was done my internet stick broke. I wasn't gonna wait til tomorrow to get it. And yes, I rode my bike to the shop to get a new one. Cost me 37 euros.

Blahh...so now I'm tired with aching legs. But eventhough I almost fainted I'm pretty proud of myself for going out in public with my disorder. Good girl, well done!