about 12 years left to do it

Okay, I just realised how scary pregnancy and giving birth are. *shudder* Nevertheless, I don't support abortion.
Man... I dunno if I'll ever have my own kids. If I do then I have about 12 years left to do it.

Let her go

Woah, had the weirdest dreams last night. Dreamt I killed off some girls cause they were bullying me. And then I had to give a present to Niall Horan. I gave him a white T shirt. Ha!
And then some nights ago I had a dream where I went on a date with Harry Styles. What is this One Direction nonsense!? :D
Anyway...this song is the bomb!

on TV

In town. I don't feel as nauseous as the last few days. Could be cause I took a lot of Valium drops when riding to town. Dunno. I don't care as long as I'm feeling okay.
What got me writing though is the fact that my mother was on TV today :D
She found it very funny. She was on a show called Reporter. They ask questions from the people off the street. She was asked about some alcohol business. Yeah...okay then...I'm off.

In 2010

Still feeling like shit but a little better. No jinx now!!!
Anyway.... the other day I found out that J.D. Salinger had died. In 2010. How come I only found out about it just now!?

very sad face

This'll be another whining post.
So since the night I couldn't sleep I have been feeling like crap. The nausea is back, big time! I'm taking all of my medication (10mg of Escitolopram, 30mg of Mirtazapin and Olanzapin) again and it's not helping. Blahhh, I feel so sick and dunno what to do to make myself feel better. *very sad face*

Plus my laptop had a virus. Took me three antivirus programmes to get rid of it. Ugh. Couldn't sign onto my ask.fm account and my blog, plus a few other websites.