Think I have it

Ok, I just came across this thing called misphonia. Think I have it. I feel such strong rage and disgust when Ilme is eating and I can hear her dentures clicking. Fuuuuuucccckk!!! It's the grossest thing ever! I hate it so much! I have to leave the kitchen when she's eating cause I cannot stand the noise. I keep shaking my head when I'm in the kitchen with her, like washing the dishes or something and can't escape straight away, to quieten the noise in my ears and distract my body from reacting to it more violently (not towards Ilme, I'd like to point out). Ughhhh, I just feel so repulsed right now, even just thinking about it.

Bieber and Obama

So there was this odd day last week when I was crushing on Bieber and Obama. Wtf!?

on purpose

Ugh. Rant.
Ilme just drove me insane. She has accused me of ruining forks ever since I moved in. For some reason she thinks I'm opening jars with them and bend them. Yeah, I've never not once in my life opened a jar with a fork. She tells me she doesn't believe me and that I'm lying to her. Fuck you, seriously. Now I wanna bend all the forks on purpose just to piss her off.

temporary

Ok, my mum either has dementia or someone is using her FB. Her account keeps sending me messages she doesn't know about. Just changed her password for her cause she wants to delete her account. Can't blame her.

Yeah and my withdrawal symptoms are in full swing. Can't sleep, still clenching my jaw, chewing my cuticles til it hurts and bleeds and have no appetite. Weight is going down though. Tbh, think I'd rather be a bit fuller and not have these symptoms but here's to hoping they're temporary.

You're The One That I Want

So sensual and sexual. New fave.