stressing me out

Ugh, life sucks so much right now! And there's nothing I can do about it.
First, I dunno if I will have a job or not.
The cleaning company's expenses are higher than income when it comes to my car shop and they upped their service price. Now they're waiting for reply from the shop. If they agree to it then I will keep working like I am now. If they don't agree I will lose my job. I don't wanna work anywhere else cause I just got use to this place and job, anxiety wise. Took me fucking seven months! If the shop does not agree with the new price they will probably look for a new cleaning company, maybe I can get a job in that new company then. If they do decide to change service I will definitely ring up the new place and say I wanna keep cleaning there.
Second. I still haven't heard about my disability benefits. Had to reapply for it to get more money but turns out I might lose all of it.
Ughhhhh, it all sucks so much! And it's stressing me out.
At least I got my um... income statement money. Which I wanted to go towards my new laptop but I might need it incase I lose my job or my benefits. If I lose both, I'm royally fucked.

pleased

Okay, right now I'm so grateful for my lazy ass getting out of bed and making mashed potatoes. I'm so full and pleased. Thanks, you lazy bitch!

you beautiful thing

Look at this beautiful cutiepie! :) Was just lurking around on the net and came across this, then remembered what day it is. Happy birthday, you beautiful thing. The most beautiful flag ever.

officially on the relationship wavelength

Hnnng, another song that makes me wanna cry. Shit, how amazing would be if something like that happened?! Where's my dude?! I'm officially on the relationship wavelength right now.

learned from me

Okay, it's actually pissing out. Is the winter over?! I hope so. I also hope the floors won't be a bitch to clean cause of all the water outside.
Yeah and talked to mum about taking iron pills and eating stuff to up my iron levels. Got talking about minced meat. Mum said she learned how to fry it from me!!! Like what!? She said she used to fry it til it was brown and learned from me that you only have to fry it til it goes red to gray. Never in the world did I think someone would learn cooking from me! :)