and why is sex so complicated. Why can't you just do it and enjoy it?
I'll never be able to take pills and I really don't like condoms and I cannot afford a baby right now.
Nevertheless, yesterday was great!
One of the greatest if not the greatest.
Today wasn't as fun cause I was giving myself a headache with...noise.
Think I have a cold. My nose feels funny as well.
Right, other stuff.
Didn't see my boyfriend since he gave me the presents.
Came over last night. I swear my legs are so sore. :D
Out of practice.
And I came to realise why I hate the idea of marriage so much.
It's because of my mother.
Growing up, my mother always and always told me to ring my father and ask for money.
They divorced when I was 5.
And now I realised that for the reason why I hate marriage I always say, "because that's buying stuff together, physical stuff, it has nothing to do with feelings".
I guess it's true, but there just might be something more to that.
Anyway, becuase of all the chanting, "Call your father! Call your father!" I find it really hard to be dependant on any man. And I cannot imagine having a house and all the things in it that's been bought with our shared money.
Blahh.
Other than that, I'm seriously addicted to crisps, E621.
I get very nervous and giddy when I haven't eaten crisps for a day.
Bad.
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