Okay this hot weather is giving me anxiety and guilt. I feel guilty for spending the days inside when it's so nice out. Thing is...I have nowhere to go when I'm in town so I stay inside.
Plus I won't be going to Melliste this weekend cause it's too hot to ride my bike on the motorway.
And then I was supposed to meet up with this lad but can't be arsed. Mostly cause I don't want anxiety and I do get it when someone comes over.
And then I had a missed call from an unknown number...probably some workplace. Didn't ring back cause the idea of working gives me anxiety aswell. Yeah...life sucks sometimes. Or most of the times for me.
