Fatass thinks

Oh god! I'm so fat it's super ugly! We had a BBQ today and took a few pics. And my face is just so round and chubby. Ughhhhhhh! Why did I have to start taking antidepressants!? They have completely made me look disgusting. I had a totally normal skinny body before. I know I won't change my eating cause...as long as I can eat I'm happy...don't wanna go back to the days when eating felt so horrible and nothing would go down.
And I know I won't be working out cause I'm just lazy as fuck. My only hope is that when I get off the pills the weight goes down to what it used to be. Actually I don't care so much about how much I weigh, I... kinda... care about how I look. I mean I'm not obsessed with the way I look nor am I depressed about it but just realistically, I look gross.
I don't have a low self-esteem or anything nor am I particulary self concious about some body part but just...yeah realistically speaking... I need quite a lot of work to look good again.

Anyway..here's a couple of pics from tonight:

Mmmm....meat!

Here are flowers my mother got for her birthday. I thought it was a rather sad sight.

Oh and I've been looking for James Franco books online. Thought of downloading them illegally. Found this story: click
Hahahaha...one bit made me laugh out loud. So I titled this post with the line.