So either gabapentin caught up with me or olanzapine is doing its thing again. Had to call myself an ambulance at work today. Too much wooziness. Didn't do the floors at work or the downstairs toilets. My boss turned off her phone when I told her I was gonna call the ambulance. Basically meaning I gotta work and she doesn't wanna know I can't.
Whatever. Told my mum too. She got pissed that the boss did that and never called to check on me. She was like, "what if you had died and she never checked up on you? You'd be discovered by the people coming to work in the morning".
Before the ambulance got there I tried calling my mum to warn them they might have to come and pick me up from hospital.
But as I thought there's nothing they could do, the paramedics. First I called my doctor but it was after hours so she didn't reply. Then called the 24h GP number, they told me to call the ambulance. Then called my boss to tell her I was gonna call the ambulance and they might take me to hospital.
Then the ambulance. I told the operator I wasn't sure if I even needed an ambulance if there was even anything they could do but I was advised to call them.
So they showed up, my vitals were fine, just the puls a little higher - 100, probably cause I was a little nervous and the blood sugar was a little lower 4,3 I think, BP was fine. So... the GP number and the operator suspected I had high blood pressure but no. It wasn't anxiety for sure. But it was definitely from one of the pills. Have had it before but normally goes away after a while. Today, had it for 7 hours and got progressively worse. Like when I moved around at work with every body and head movement I felt like I was gonna pass out or twirl into a neverending whirlpool. Just...not particularily dizzy, I dunno how to describe the feeling. Like the feeling was so intense I started feeling nauseous from the unstableness, wobbliness in my head.
The paramedics wanted to give me cerucal, I had taken one already. I told them I wasn't sure if diazepam would be a good idea and they agreed. Told them I have to go home by bike and they said it would be too dangerous.
Yeah, I had to call the shop manager and tell him I couldn't reach my boss to get anyone to cover for me and that the floors will be dirty. He said I can go home. Hopefully no shit will take pace tomorrow, health wise orany fucking problem wise that I left work ealry and unfinished today.
I'm feeling okay now. Gonna have to call my psychiatrist tomorrow and talk to her about all this. I eventually got a hold of her and she talked to the paramedics.
