I am on a roll, indeed

My 4th blog entry today.

I blame my poor health for doing nothing at all all day.

Anyways, I bought Nexium, apparently one tablet of that is stronger than 2 tablets of Ulcid a day.

Can't take one today cause took Ulcid already in the morning.

Motilium is going to be my best friend, my ...well drug, my obsession and craving for quite some time now.

Without it I cannot exist!

Gahh, so much stuff has surfaced about my possible health problem, that it makes me want to...well kill myself. I already wanted to do that before any of the information, but oh well.

I just want to feel good or ok.

Oh I played the violin. Played some lovely tunes: The Bucks of Oranmore and others.

I was just thinking that I play the tunes a lot slower and at a wrong rhythm and they sound so lovely and beautiful. Nothing like reels or jigs or anything traditional, but...I'm just saying that the actual way of playing seems to take away the beauty and sonorousity of the melody and some ornamentations, although it adds a lot of personality and kind of a homey feeling or the sense of belonging.

I will probably blog some more today...have about 4 hours left.

Oh and I set up this thing, so..if anyone wants to talk to me then, go ahead and do so. I'm bored out of my mind today. 


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Yay!

Just ate a toast with mayo on it and a cup of hot chocolate with honey and cinnamon.

I'm on a roll!

Still feeling faint an dizzy though.

Have to go out to get my social welfare cert. Just made an appointment with my GP for next Thursday at 15:30.

Have to get more Ulcid or maybe he'll change it to Nexium or hopefully an L-pill.

Hard

Oh god, eating is so very hard.

I'm struggling so much with a little bite off of an apple.

It just doesn't want to go down at all.

So I'm just eating Ulcid and Motilium tablets.

I really hope it's not pregnancy business now, that it's just the regular stomach troubles I get.

I feel so so so sick and weak.

If anyone wants to kill me, now's your chance. I won't struggle, I promise.

Damn

My blog is messed up. :/

Anyone wants to help me fix it? Click me!