Goddess, I'm so bored out of my mind. Yesterday was sort of good though. Took valium drops and went to the shop, didn't get anxiety. I felt so super about it. When I went to the shop today, without the drops, I got anxiety. Felt so shitty because of it.
At my own place now, looking for a job. Next Tuesday I'll be going to town with a friend to hand out my CVs to places.
Might go to the bank tomorrow to get a code thingy. I want to buy a book online and have to pay with card and I'm missing a code of some sort. Yeah, the book is Coraline. I'll buy the one in English first.
Oh and I'm supposed to meet this guy tomorrow. He wanted to go out and play pool but eugh... the anxiety won't let me. Will see how the date goes then.
