So yeah, my profile got set up on the acting website.
I got a bit busy filling in the sections there, so I couldn't finish my last post about it.
Anyway, today they also got my pictures up.
They're not the worst, but one's of me smiling.
Not a nice sight.
Luckily it was a closed mouth smile.
It looks more of a smirk.
And the non-headshot picture is bad.
I was wearing this light blue top with black little dots on it.
It makes me look like a pale wishy washy sausage!
Anyway, everything should be filled in now and I'm open for any acting work.
As of now - no offers.
Anyway, I've been playing the violin quite a bit.
Ugh, the rhythm is so hard when playing traditional music.
My playing doesn't sound anything like the tune is supposed to sound like.
Anyways, I'm working on a piece I can play ok, just have to get the rhythm right.
I found a video which will hopefully help me get it right, so I'll post my version when I'm done.
Oh oh, I put myself down as a musician aswell on the website, hopefully they'll accept my request.
I will try to get my self on the "decorated people" list aswell. Well, I have two tattoos.
Oh and there's a section where "ugly" people can sign up.
Like, I have wondered that how do they choose the "ugly" and "unpopular" people in shows and films.
I mean, wouldn't it be offending if you show up at the shoot and they just pick you out of the crowd to be the ugly one?
But now I know.
I was just talking about it, cause I will try to get myself on that list aswell.
Not very flattering towards myself but if it earns me money, I'm happy.
Talked to my "bf" today.
He's making me feel like such a bitch.
Anyway, the break should be on now and we'll text each other sometimes until I make up my mind.
Well, I got myself figured out during the session with my psychologist.
I know how I feel at the minute but I don't know what I'll feel later on.
And the cooking frenzy is still on.
I kind of missed the spot today.
Did a stir fry that tasted like water seasoned with chilli powder.
I'll actually go now and heat it up.
Also bought a cheesecake.
The vanilla one I bought once was like 4 euro or something.
Went back to the shop the other day, the cake's now 8 euro.
Nice. Not.
Bought a Tesco brand one today.
It's toffee and some nut one.
Very sweet.
Oh and I saw this pretty girl in Tesco and she had fake boobs.
I think it was the first time I saw anyone with those things.
I looked at her melons almost popping out of her top and I actually felt physically sick.
Never in the world will I get anything like it done on me.
I'd rather look like a pale wishy washy 32B cup sausage.
I got the kind of feeling like she was really ill or something, felt so disgusted and scared for her.
