Sunday, August 20, 2017

the second fucking time in my life

So friday was shit. I didn't get the guy I wanted, then I found out some shitty things about my job and contract, and I found more new bikes that were a ton cheaper than my very old used bike I recently bought, and I started my periods and felt like crap AND I fell ill.
The guy thing is whatever, I'm over it. The bad thing is, I was supposed to meet with the Core Guy but now that I'm ill I won't be. We talked and he doesn't wanna catch anything.
The job thing I haven't investigated further cause I feel too shitty.
The period thing is kinda good cause I thought they were properly fucked up cause I was spotting for 4 days. Doesn't happen to me. Didn't think I was gonna properly bleed, good thing I did. But it made the fucking day ten times worse.
Yeah and it's the second fucking time in my life that I'm sick during summer. Well the thing is, the weather is so fucking hot and humid that you have to wear as little clothes as possible, otherwise you'll die of heat. But the fucking wind is cold. So now I have a sore thorat and a runny nose. Hopefully I won't fall ill properly, with fever and shit.
Yeah...I just feel like shit.