Friday, December 27, 2019

Pointless, useless

Yeah, rode my bike to my mum's house for the holidays.
Fucked up my head and body again.

Have constant headaches and pressure in ears. No physical strength. Buzzing, trembling legs. Mild nausea. What the hell is this!??! I still haven't recovered from the ride on tuesday.
This is insane! I have no clue which doc to go to.

The only thing that seemed to help right away was antibiotics in september. This is what made me feel a little better til tuesday. I'mso fucked I can't even believe it.
Have neurologist in january or february and I know they won't do anything about it.

Pointless, useless.