Had a bit of a walk yesterday.
Just around the outskirts of the town.
Made me want to go to town, but I had hospital clothes on.
Planned to go this morning so.
Was raining. And I only have my own little dress and bikinis to wear under it.
And I met this guy. Yet another one.
I'll call him V.
He's kind of after me, but there's no way, again, that I'm interested in him.
I'm in the hospital for myself not for anyone's entertainment.
Anyway, I had the walk with him and we planned to go swimming today.
But as I said it was raining in the morning so no swimming.
For him.
I just had water therapy and it was great.
Want to go every day now.
Met this girl Merilin. Dunno how to spell her name, but she was nice.
Oh and I've been walking around in these PJs that are like 4 sizes too big.
I look like some sort of a pilgrim.
Carrying around the phobia and anxiety book, looking like I'm carrying a bible.
I swear.
The therapy gave me enough courage to use the elevator.
I've done it twice today.
Before I just used stairs.
And if I haven't mentioned it before I'm staying on the 8th floor.
I got so scared yesterday cause it's way too high for me.
Seeing the psychologist today, in about half an hour.
Will see what to do about my anxiety.
It's so bad. :(
