Ughhh, I feel so uncomfortable cause of all the drama in the house.
I totally feel like getting away from it all cause I can't handle any kind of unnecessary negative emotion at the minute.
I didn't even feel this depressed when my grandparents died.
I need positive energy from somewhere.
Think I will ring my stepmother later on.

The ever so beautiful cornflowers

Well, other than crazy drama and man-hating that went down yesterday, it was a lovely enough day. I totally miss going to Tartu on bike so I thought I'd just go down there for no reason one of these days. I went for a bike ride yesterday so. I came across these little cuties:

Snail baby


Frog baby behind


Frog baby front

Oh my god, the lil frogs are so cute.

And I managed to get a half decent pic of the "labrador" we have:


And here's the pup in front of this pretty bush

And here are my fave flowers:


The ever so beautiful cornflowers

I wish all of this could be solved quicker

I'm really uncomfortable with the whole drama going on in our house
Damn men!
I wish all of this could be solved quicker cause I'm too scared to go anywhere here.
And I know from here on out the man will treat me like shit aswell.
I so wish I wasn't on my pills and didn't have the anxiety cause I'd move to Tartu right away - literally, get a job and live alone or away from here.