this dumbass feeling

Also it's time to take my antibiotic but I wanna take a cerucal, paracetamol or valium instead. I'm not sure which one would work best for now. I know the antibiotic will make me feel even more nauseous. And I'm still quite positive I don't have Lyme. Shit. I dunno what's making me feel so crappy. :s
I have this intense feeling in my nose and the area. My head feels like shit too. But it's not like a cold. Fuck!?
I have my holiday coming up... I will not be doing anything. Just lay in bed all day for two weeks. And this dumbass feeling better stop!

Today... I feel like dying

Today... I feel like dying.

Long story short, I'm on my periods, dunno if it matters. And I had to bike 28 kilometres. And I dunno if I'm low on iron or if it's the Lyme disease or whatever but I'm literally dying. I feel so horrible! It feels like this weird, never ending cold-but-not-really-a-cold.