I just can't exist!

Blub blub blub! Why oh why do I have this anxiety and nausea during classes!? Went to the doctor today and she said there's nothing she can do either. I wanna go to university, not deal with this stupid illness! If I cannot adjust to uni, then I sure cannot adjust to a new job. So what the fuck am I supposed to do!? I just can't exist! It's so hard to find anything positive in each day. I mean the seminar was fun today but I couldn't fully enjoy it cause of nausea. Well I bought ginger pills so hopefully they'll help me.