Friday, December 15, 2017

after years and years

I make sense.
So after years and years of pill taking I finally bought a pillbox. I'm literally weening off my pills at this point. Only escitalopram left that I take fully.
It's been 21 days I think since my last olanzapine. So I hope the gabapentin is working.
Yesterday was a horrible day though, hopefully today won't repeat it. I was bleeding/spotting badly. It wasn't gooey period blood, it was flat out bleeding, dark really watery blood. And I got diarrhea aswell. Freaked me out. What the fuck is this!? Can hormones do that!? I think they can.
I really hope the body settles and calms down as quickly as possible.

Yeah and also after years and years of riding my bike I finally bought glasses for riding. Nowadays we get so much rain and snow I've had to ride the bike with my eyes closed. Yeah, not safe.

Ugh...yeah.