Monday, June 10, 2019

it's the people

I just thought some extreme negative thoughts about somebody. And I agree with the thoughts but I also feel bad. I haven't even aired my thoughts to anyone. I guess why I feel so bad is how true my thoughts are and it's horrible I feel like this about other humans. You'd think it's humanly impossible to loathe someone this much. And the reality is that my feelings/thoughts are not the horribly negative ones, it's the people. I feel guilty about feeling so much hatred eventhough it's justified. And needed in all honesty.