Okay, some shit went down today.
Was supposed to meet up with this lad I have been chatting to quite some time and we've always postponed the meet up. But today it really seemed to happen. Thing is, it was pissin' out. And he was gonna come over on foot. And I was like "wanna push the meet up to next week?" and he said yes.
While talking to him I received a message from this another lad -
click - and he said he really wanted to meet up. I asked him if he was really horny and he asked me to help him out. So I was all done up and shaved anyway so I wasn't gonna let it go to waste so we met.
Ugh, the thing is I quite fancy him. I'd like something more than just a sex relationship. But he only wants sex. Which is totally fine but not when I might get deeper feelings for him.
Yeah we're talking about our next meeting and what we're gonna do and shit. Ugh...dunno what to do about it.
Yeah and James Franco continues to be sexy as fuck which isn't making me feel any better.
Oh men!
