Okay I'm a painfully difficult person to date. I keep blowing men off. Mostly cause of my anxiety. And secondly cause of my laziness.
Like today I could have entertained two men. But no... Thing is, I took a shower yesterday and can't be arsed to take one today. And I cannot have someone over when I'm dirty. Especially a man.
Yeah and I have half a mind to go to my mum's place right now.
Okay...the previous bit I started writng at about 20:30. By 22:00 I was already at my mother's. Yehh... glad I came. At least I get to be outside tomorrow.
