First question was about my health since I'll be seeing another doctor next week. As presumed, I got Ixchel. No lie.
Then I asked about applying to universities and shit, like which ones I will get into or should get into and I got Conventina. I kinda had a feeling I won't be able to go and study this year either so just to make things clearer I pulled another card, and yes surprise surprise I got Ixchel.
Ugh, I'm so over all this anxiety business. I don't wanna hear about it, I just wanna get on with my life.
I'm really only going to see the doctor for my mother cause she is a bit of a fighter for my life, I on the other hand have had enough. I keep telling her I don't wanna go to doctors anymore or concentrate on the illness. And then she says I haven't even tried anything yet.
Yeah, I've put up with anxiety my whole life and the last ten years have been unbearable so I'm allowed to have enough and want a quick end. No more battles.
