Saturday, April 20, 2019

tiring me out

Okay, so I first thought it was the seasonal affective disorder or whatever it's called. Actually, the first thing was a cold/virus. Then the seasonal thing. Then maybe Lyme disease which the doc was sure of aswell. But now I'm thinking I've had allergy all this time. I've mentioned this before but ever since they started heating for the winter my nose has been blocked.
And I dunno if I mentioned but I bought an air humidifier too a while ago too. And from time to time I've been using Avamys, the seasonal allergy nose spray ever since my nose got blocked from the heating. Gotta start all over with them.
Long story short: I've felt like "I have a runny nose without the snot", "feels like a headcold but not really". And I've lost my voice several times and my sinuses have been irritated for forever. And my eyes have been sore and dry since february too.
Well... This fits the symptoms most I guess.
I took some diazepam and started escitalopram again, 5mg. They help a little. Probably calm down the body so it doesn't react as allergically. It is a word! It is used like this!
Started some allergy med too, the ones I had left over from my itching days. Which I still do but less.
And every single second I'm in my room, I have the humidifier on. Day and night.
I'm taking vitamin D, Bs, C, iron, magnesium.
Yeah... see I completely lost my train of thought just now and the motivation to finish this post. I've been like this since February. It's just tiring me out.