I am on a roll, indeed

My 4th blog entry today.

I blame my poor health for doing nothing at all all day.

Anyways, I bought Nexium, apparently one tablet of that is stronger than 2 tablets of Ulcid a day.

Can't take one today cause took Ulcid already in the morning.

Motilium is going to be my best friend, my ...well drug, my obsession and craving for quite some time now.

Without it I cannot exist!

Gahh, so much stuff has surfaced about my possible health problem, that it makes me want to...well kill myself. I already wanted to do that before any of the information, but oh well.

I just want to feel good or ok.

Oh I played the violin. Played some lovely tunes: The Bucks of Oranmore and others.

I was just thinking that I play the tunes a lot slower and at a wrong rhythm and they sound so lovely and beautiful. Nothing like reels or jigs or anything traditional, but...I'm just saying that the actual way of playing seems to take away the beauty and sonorousity of the melody and some ornamentations, although it adds a lot of personality and kind of a homey feeling or the sense of belonging.

I will probably blog some more today...have about 4 hours left.

Oh and I set up this thing, so..if anyone wants to talk to me then, go ahead and do so. I'm bored out of my mind today. 


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