Monday, December 31, 2018

My Spotify 2018

 The songs are:
1. Let Me Go by Hailee Steinfeld & Alesso
2. Whenever by Conor Maynard
3. Hey Yo by Brooke Hogan & Colby O'Donis
4. When We Stand Together by Nickleback
5. I Miss You by Julia Michaels & Clean Bandit

I don't necessarily agree with Let Me Go. I definitely liked and listened to Capital Letters more but okay.

Sunday, December 30, 2018

darkness

Okay, tomorrow night it's the new year. Can I have long light days starting on the first day of 2019? I'm permenently sick of this darkness already.

Tuesday, December 18, 2018

Fuck!

Fuck! I have a fever!!!! :( I don't have the time to be sick! The other woman I'm covering is on her vacation. I don't want the work undone or for her to come back early and fucking start covering me. I hope I won't completely fall apart. I just feel dizzy, have a little headache and feel weak right now. No nausea, runny nose or cough. Please body! Do not do those to me! I gotta take it easy at work. If I still feel like this tomorrow or even worse I'll send a message and ask to do the minimum at work. I absolutely hate not doing what I have to, especially now as the other woman is away.

Sunday, December 16, 2018

relaxing music

Yesterday I listened to some "chill" "meditation" or "yoga" music.
Yeah it made me feel unbearably nostalgic and lonely. Never again listening to that relaxing music.

Saturday, December 15, 2018

kindly leave, thanks

Shit. I have a sore throat and have a marathon of a week at work starting tomorrow.
Will be working til friday. Also covering the other woman's shifts. Okay, I'll pop some vitamins and throat spray and head to bed to start the thing tomorrow. I was worried I might fall ill when I have to cover the other woman. I'm not ill yet and Idon't plan to so the soreness I feel will have to kindly leave, thanks.

Saturday, December 08, 2018