Higher

Right, it's really hard to get up at 9 in the morning when you're on sedative antidepressants.

Saw my psyciatrist today at 10 and the psychologist at 3.

Was prescribed a higher dose of Z, so I'll be sleeping again for the next few days.

Got a CD from the psychologist (Dr. D). Haven't listened to it yet.

Apparently it's for relaxing and stuff, some exercises.

Blah, anyway, I'm super sleepy now, cause I couldn't get the full night and half day sleep the pills make me need, so...I might go and take a nap.

Will be back in a few days when I wake up...

The big one-oh

So, it's my baby brother's birthday today.

He's 10.

:)

Learn from your mistakes... or don't.

Slept with the window open again.

Have pain around my left eye and in my left ear.

Ow.

Well, well, well, looks like I had a reason to be pissed off.

Yikes!

I called the guards on those people.

I hope I don't get in any trouble for anything.

Nervous now.

If I heard it right then the other neighbour went out a few times and told the Polish people to shut up.

They kept shouting so I called the guards.

Don't know what happened but it's quiet now.

Nasty

Oh dear, what a nightmare evening.

The Polish are having a party near my house and they're speaking in their goddamn language so loud.

Shut the hell up or at very least speak in English.

Kurva yourself.

Damn it, they can only speak one word of their damned language.

Kurva this, kurva that.

I really really don't like that nation.

I don't care it makes me a racist.

They asked for hatred, they get hatred.

I had nothing against the people before I met them.

They're a horrible horrible nation.

Yeah, stick together and get the fuck out of this country - back to your shitty homeland.

Scream and curse there all you want, you shits!