Wow, what a terrible night I had.I mean dreams.

Wow, what a terrible night I had.I mean dreams.
First there was an apocalypse dream. There was a storm coming and we (me and my mother's family) keptrunning away from it.I remember I was praying to Earth that it would calm down and leave us alive or kill us quickly but not let us see any of the natural disasters.
Then the next dream I was back in our Tartu appartment.I went for a walk in my undies and had really longhair andwas trying to hide my revealing outfit with it. Anyway, I stopped at this random house ause I wanted to meet new people. And apparently there lived some dude who I didn't know personally but I just knewhe was a nice guy. When I saw him I left and just asI was about to arrive home some random dude off the street had commented on my outfit. And you could tell he was a sleazebag. We didn't talk much, I invited  him inside and we got it on. And apparently when I was on top I had fallen asleep and woken up next to him.I didn'tremember it but he told me.
We were on the attic and there was saw dust all over the place.

It was super weird. Kept me awake all night.

Glee The Purple Piano Project review

Okay, Will and the woman, Rachel&Finn - sucking up to fans much?!

The geometry teacher - sucking up to non-fans much!?

Why is the Sasquatch always rubbing Mike's shoulders?

Plus, Mercedes dating Sam, that little scene was so unnecessary at the end of the previous episode, plus it's even more unnecessary to bring it up now.

What kinda normal man would discuss the green-red-light-business with his boss and enemy?!

I thought Sugar was rather good. And why make Artie say that retarded line!? Like anyone who doesn't want/like singing or can't do it, is a rubbish person.

Ugh, enough of the "hit it"s!

Oh god, and we continue with the gay overload! Why make these two fuckers act like the only normal human beings on the show!? Ryan Murphy at his gayest!


Yeah I get it that bad attention is better than none but Glee ain't the only one who benefits, I get more blog hits. In your face!

Well... that wasn't as negative as usually.

I give up.

Are you happy now!? Is this what you wanted?!
Well, whatever, you fuck, you win. I give up.

she can finally call herself an actress

Wooo, Glee is back on tonight so I'll be bitching for the season to come.

Other than that, just seen Bloodworth. I must say I was expecting a mindless girlie movie, seeing as Hilary Duff is in it but it turned out to be pretty good. Well, I can't see what the point of it was, nor was it an interesting story but nothing really disappointed me and Hilary actually surprised me. Judging by this film she can finally call herself an actress.

an oak and a chestnut tree

Thought I'd make a blog entry about it.. me and my brother planted 4 trees today, me - an oak and a chestnut tree and my brother - an oak and a chestnut tree.Will see in spring whether they survived the planting and winter. And just a reminder for myself... mine are the ones near the apple trees and the brother's are the ones beside the field. Right so.

Other than that I've been avoiding my brother cause he seemed to have some sort of a stomach bug. Think I got it myself aswell but I've been drinking plenty of flu teas so I'm good I think.

I don'tmean to jinx it like... but I've been feeling not so bad recently.I mean I did have anxiety today and I was very tempted to take the Valium drops butI didn't. Looks like the antipsychotic I'm taking is the right medicine for me.

Tomorrow's gonna be a bit busy.I'm gonna have to ring the college and tell them I'm not taking the course, then ring my doctor for a prescription and her "doctor number" which I need for the disability application thingy, then I have to ring the social welfare regarding the application and then finally, have to ring the school I used to go to for biology/geography/chemistry classes for cause I still plan to take leaving exams next spring so... I gotta actually study now and read the books I got from the school. Yeah, bitches, that was one sentence!

Oh and I just realised... well my mother pointed it out that one of my dreams has come true - being in college. Yeah, it was... physically for three days and sort of theoretically about a fortnight but still. I said already that I'm very pleased I could be called a student but yeah.... I've been to college. Next year hopefully longer.

Oh and my mother wants me to find a place and a job in Tartu cause I cannot travel by car and there'sno way I'll get to town on a bike in winter so... have to find a place for three months. I think I could do the living in Tartu cause after all I call it my hometown but the working bit... that's what I'm worried about. Yahh, haveto find one that doesn't require any human interaction,maybe then I could do it.