in her cunt mode

Ugh, the mother's friend is over and she's in her cunt mode again. Bitch!

wish everyone good health

So today has been weird. Been watching Mystery Diagnosis and I just want to wish everyone good health. It's terrible what people have to go through. I'm not saying that my condition is nothing compared to those shown on the show but they're horrible nevertheless.

Oh and I think my anxiety hasn't got worse. I just started periods and that must have set it off. Will take a while to get my confidence back again. Shopping for food is soooo hard again.

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Ugghhhh

Ugghhhh, why in the world do I have anxiety again!? Didn't go into work today cause of it. I just cannot eat outside home, and barely at home. I hope my mother is right and it's cause of university notifications. I've been accepting and rejecting some courses. Right now I'm in for English and literature. I have to pay for it though. Will see how it goes.

gone forever

So today was the funeral of my classmate. Luckily I managed to sit through the whole thing. I was too scared to look at his body at first but did it eventually anyway. I didn't cry but it was sad to see his mother attend the coffin.
It's still weird to think he's gone forever.

a strange room full of strangers

Wow, what a day. Left half an hour early from work to get to this second hand clothes shop to give them my CV. I went to print it out at my mother's work place (the shop is like a minute away from there). When I checked my e mail I discovered I had got into a university. Wow, I dunno what to do now. Like, if I'll get the job I don't know whether I'll take it or go study.
I'm just scared cause of the anxiety. Dunno if I'm able to be in a strange room full of strangers. Think I'd adjust to the work better.