just simply love

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. Love! I just cannot express my love for this song. It's so enchanting. I just simply love this song. Love love love love it!

On another, much sadder note, my health has hit rock bottom again. My anxiety is back just as strongly as it was before. I wouldn't mind if I didn't feel so nauseous. Think I'll take the next week off of work aswell. And there's definitely no uni for me this year. *blub*

no uni for this year for sure

Oh goddess... yesterday was a horrible day. Or the day before yesterday now. Major anxiety and nausea.
So I guess this means no uni for this year for sure. :(

in her cunt mode

Ugh, the mother's friend is over and she's in her cunt mode again. Bitch!

wish everyone good health

So today has been weird. Been watching Mystery Diagnosis and I just want to wish everyone good health. It's terrible what people have to go through. I'm not saying that my condition is nothing compared to those shown on the show but they're horrible nevertheless.

Oh and I think my anxiety hasn't got worse. I just started periods and that must have set it off. Will take a while to get my confidence back again. Shopping for food is soooo hard again.

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Ugghhhh

Ugghhhh, why in the world do I have anxiety again!? Didn't go into work today cause of it. I just cannot eat outside home, and barely at home. I hope my mother is right and it's cause of university notifications. I've been accepting and rejecting some courses. Right now I'm in for English and literature. I have to pay for it though. Will see how it goes.