Well done, Taylor

being a whore

Okay, yesterday I met up with yet another lad. Seemed kinda okay. He brought me flowers. Three roses. Luckily they're not red, pinkish white.
Didn't sleep with him so that's something new.
Think it was my mother's talk that made me change my natural routine. She said I was being pretty much a whore. I didn't think there's anything wrong with being a whore but she said I need a good positive relationship and it might just help me with my anxiety. She told me not to be so open. We'll see.

Glee The Role You Were Born To Play reivew

Oh fuck, if it's not Kurt and Blaine all lovey dovey, we have to put up with them crying over eahc other.

I kinda have a feeling the show is gonna fail real bad amongst the die hard fans when all these new people come in.

Well, I must say it was a rather good solution to make Finn the leader of Glee club.

On a personal note, didn't go to class today cause I'm so embarrassed for not being able to learn stuff. I just can't study...nothing sticks.


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Right!?

So I can add yet another lad to the list who isn't my boyfriend, Martin.
God, he was stuck on my like a clam. Thought he was gonna break my ribs. Eugh... don't fancy him. I so want it to happen between me and the Kevin-dude, Marko. He is so cute! Don't think he's interested though since I sent him a message and he replied very briefly. Sent him a text asking him to come over today and he said he couldn't. Think if he was interested he'd say "Can't tonight but maybe some other night". Right!?
Wanna cuddle with him so bad!

And I'm almost twenty fucking seven!

Oh come one! What's a girl to do to get a boyfriend!?
So far I've had Stephen whom I dated for four months.
Then Connor who I dated for three days.
Then Robert whom I dated for three months.
Then was flirty friends with David and got down once with him.
Then my only boyfriend Ronan, whom I was in a relationship for a year and seven months.
Then a shag buddy Teet.
Then Magnus for a while.
Then Rando and that bastard raped me.
And now I had the fit guy but nothing's gonna come out of that.
Blahh....and I'm not counting the other nothings.
And I'm almost twenty fucking seven!

Oh and today was the unfortunate day I had to leave a lecture cause my anxiety was so bad. I'm thinking it was cause I hadn't eaten or cause my period is about to start.